ney called me up unexpectedly.. i was even surprise because he called me up. And i knew at once that something is amiss. First he asked me what ami d0ing and i t0ld him "is s0mething wr0ng ney?" then he started telling what happened.. and as usual, its all ab0ut his m0m.. he was even asking me if i have anthrax, if y0u kn0w what's the use of anthrax, y0u're getting what im trying t0 imply. But i understand him, i kn0w he's only upset kaya niya nasabi yun. Kaya lang kasi, nung sinabi niya, "e ney lagi nlang ganun.." narealize k0 na o0 nga naman lagi nalang ganun.. =( i d0nt kn0w kung kelan aay0s ang m0mmy nia and t0gether with his dad, his siblings, and even his 2 lazy c0usins na dahil sa s0brang katamaran nung 2 e kay b0nn din umaasa ang m0mmy nila... I have s0 many things on my mind right n0w t0 st0p these things happening.. esp yung sa dalawa niang cuzins esp the girL.. kaya lang lagi nalang niang sinsabi na hayaan m0 nalang.. and ay0ko din namang makelam with0ut the c0nsent ni b0nn..
I was als0 upset kasi parang lahat inaasa nalang nila kay b0nn.. its really unfair! All im h0ping is t0 st0p this things fr0m happening and everything will be fair sa part ni b0nn.. =( And ang mahirap pa dun, aware ak0 sa sarili k0 na s0brang naaasar na tlga ak0 per0 ang kaya k0 lang sabihin is "hayaan m0 na.. k0nting tiis nalang.. pag nagpasukan na, back t0 n0rmal na ulit ang lahat.." Wla lang naman talga ak0ng ch0ice but t0 th0se things kasi ay0ko namang mapressure lal0 si b0nn because of me.. And i want t0 be very careful with my w0rds kasi parents pa din niya yun. =(
I really d0nt kn0w what is the right thing t0 do. But gad! im really h0ping na everything will be fair and right in b0nn's part. =(
Unforgettable...
Wednesday, April 12,10:14 PM
