i cant think of sumting t0 blog ryt n0w..maybe t0morrow mer0n na..kc 0ur grand reuni0n will be held t0morr0w...waaaa....i wanna g0 there...c0z its my chance t0 see my friends again...

all i want t0 do ryt n0w is t0 break d0wn and cry all night until n0 tears will be c0ming out fr0m my tired eyes... but i cant...c0z i want t0 be str0ng f0r him.. f0r him t0 be able t0 be m0re str0nger than he kn0ws i am... and i als0 d0nt want t0 give up...wat im trying t0 do is t0 keep in my mind that in every pr0blems there's always a solutions... but right this very m0ment im n0t sure that if there's s0mething else we can d0 ab0ut it?!!...is there any solution left f0r us?! i h0pe there's s0mething left f0r us... c0z if there's n0ne, i really d0nt kn0w what am i g0ing t0 do... and when the time c0mes that i have t0 decide i h0pe he w0uld understand me... all im trying t0 think is us... and if that's the only soluti0n left f0r me and f0r us.. s0rry, but i have n0 ch0ice... all im asking and praying right n0w is f0r him t0 understand me if i did s0mething f0r the betterment 0f the tw0 of us... and i h0pe rhat he w0n't f0rget h0w much i love him... especially when he's already mad at me... to bonn... ney i love y0u so much.. i think y0u kn0w that by this time... and i h0pe y0u w0nt forget that n0 matter what happens... happy 2 yrs nd 5 mnths ney... happy hearts day pipol...

hir i g0 again...haha...uhhmmm...ar0und 12 n0on..me,my br0 nd sis nd my m0m went t0 sm...uhmmm...she t0ld us dat it w0uld be 0ur valentines date...(bag0 un n0h?!)... anyway,we're planning t0 watch the m0vie entitled 'c0nstantine".. starring by my tweetums keanu reeves...hehe...but wen we g0t der,we've been rili disapp0inted c0z that m0vie was m0ved t0 an0ther date of filming f0r the reas0n we d0nt kn0w...haaayyyyysssss...maybe bc0z of dat cheap m0vie (let the luv begin and s0 its y0u!!!...yuckssss....) and my m0m said na shall we dance nlng daw ang pan0orin nmin.. i disagree kc i want dat m0vie t0 be watched wid my friends or si b0nn..kc wen im wid dem, my feelings are very c0ntrolled..hehe (did u get wat i mean?!)... ibig sabihin ndi ak0 pedeng tumili sa kilig or mag ingay man lang..hehe.. especially wen a part of a m0vie is very kakakilig...haha.. s0 given the circumstances..we just ate lunch in ch0wking...waaaa...gust0 k0 sana sa pizza hut ulet eh... ( i rili luv pizza!!!!).... kaya lang umentra ang kapatid k0ng lalake...wakekeke.... s0 eventh0ugh we were n0t able t0 watch c0nstantine... but we rili had a gud tym th0ugh..swear...actually its 0ur first tym t0 have a gud tym...kahit may kum0k0ntra 0k pa din...

uhmmm...as usual,ders n0thing left t0 do..hehe..except t0 visit my blog page and mag friendster..c0z me nd my br0ther are pr0hibited t0 play ragnar0k hir in 0ur h0use..kaya im 0ccupying all of my time fixing my blog page and p0sting kababawan na surveys in friendster.. well,anyway..its ok na din at least it kills s0me of my time...i've really g0t n0thing t0 do ryt n0w..b0nn wasnt calling me..( t0 the fact na magkasama lang kami yesterday up t0 2 in the m0rning).. parang la ng bukas n0h?! hehe... eh yaw k0 din namang tumawag sa kanila c0z ichi2mismaks na naman ak0 ng mudrah nia...kaya im trying t0 do ol the things just t0 f0rget b0red0m... well,lately dis m0rning me and my cuzins were talking ab0ut all the named "david" magicians... the first david (wh0m i f0rget his surname) den next is david c0pperfield and last is david blaine... waaaaahhhh...i rili luv dat guy...t0 the fact dat s0me pipol says dat he's an antichrist...well,as f0r me i technically beliv dat he's a n0n-believer...but still,i admire him...especially wen he b0rrows the cup of c0ffee of a beggar,nd he shaked it gradually den the c0ffee turns int0 full of c0ins...den wats funny abt dat..the beggar started singing "betcha by golly w0w"... hehe...c0z he th0ught that david blaine is prince... sabagay dey r s0me kinda look alike.. hehe...y am i telling dis?!! i jus wanted t0 tell u na given t0 the fact dat he's a n0n believer he still helps s0me pipol... i cant f0rget the reacti0n of dat beggar wen dat c0ffee turns int0 m0ney.. he's rili happy and he says dat david blaine is a blessing fr0m heaven.. see wat i mean?!!.. la lang.. i just rili wanted t0 blog this 0ne..

lately this aftern0on i have watched the m0vie entilted "hackers".....uhmmm...well, its n0t my first tym dat ive seen that m0vie but its my first tym t0 appreciate that m0vie..especially angelina jolie is part of dat m0vie..hehe.... i rili liked the guy...i f0rg0t he's name...but he's rili smart...wen it c0mes to c0mputers especifically in "hacking"...hehe... i jas c0uldnt help myself n0t remembering my br0ther and s0me of my friends in 0ur sh0p....u kn0w wat i mean?!!!.... bc0z like the guy in dat m0vie, they are als0 gud or let say expert wen it c0mes in hacking....but unlike in the m0vie dat they've been hacking s0me banks and malls... my br0ther and our friends hacked s0me players in ragnar0k...hehe.... (an online game) .... s0 dats ol f0r this day... im wid my h0ney ryt n0w dats why im s0me kind in a hurry...

uhmm..im kinda 0k ryt n0w,c0mpare t0 thepast few weeks..i have l0ts of pr0blems.. wats m0re harder wid dat nagkasabaysabay pa clang lahat..but wid the help of my bestfrnd i was able t0 solve all of them..haayyyy...u rili d0nt kn0w h0w i felt...h0w relieved i am wen all 0f my pr0blems are gradually s0lved!!..well,all i can say is i rili d0nt kn0w wat am i g0ing t0 do with0ut my bestfriend..and she is patricia..hehe..thanks tlga huh?!f0r being der f0r me olweis..nd syempre kay b0nn din..eventh0ugh he's n0t olweis der f0r me he was able t0 help me als0..eh kya lang nmn ndi nia k0 natu2lungan minsan bc0z he's my pr0blem hehe..but d0nt w0rry ney i w0nt f0rget wat u said na "wlang silang alam!"..i d0nt nid t0 xplain it t0 the public, wats imp0rtant is lam na nating pareh0 wat d0es it mean..s0 un lang..

1. do u believe in soulmates?
> uhmm..h0nestly n0...c0z if evr nga na my soulmate bwat isa satin...h0w come na may old maid?!! nd besyds if der is rili 0ne pers0n hus meant f0r us, e bat kung kaninin0 pa tau napupunta at nasasaktan?!!! nd by the tym ur "soulmate" arrived bk u d0nt want t0 luv anym0re kc nadala kana eh, dba?!!

2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love? > simple...bc0z u rili2 luv him...m0re dan the w0rds can xplain... nd watever happens he's olweis der in our hearts...in sh0rt he bec0me a part of our senses...let say...we're inc0mplete pag la sia..

3. why do women/man cry after a break-up
> its bc0z it rili hurts...its lyk a dat stabs u in ur heart...nd syempre its bcz u cant accept the fact that he's olredi g0ne...nd u still cant let g0 of him bc0z u rili2 luv him..

4. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the center of your world or the man/woman who gave the world to you.
> uhmmm... "the man hu gave the w0rld t0 me"... kc at least i kn0w dat he rili2 luvs me..assurance ba?!! its easy t0 learn t0 luv a pers0n lyk him nmn eh nd 0n the other hand pag dun ak0 sa "the man hu is the center of my w0rld".. i d0nt have any assurance na ak0 din ang center ng mund0 nia, ryt?!!! y0ko ng masaktan n0h!!!

5. Are you good in hiding your emotions?
> yah...xpert nga k0 dian eh... lalo na pag kaharap k0 sia.. khit ang sakit2 na..smile pa din ak0... den pag la na sia...dun na k0 iiyak... unless if ur 0ne of my closest friends... n0 denials dun... iiyak agad ak0 makita or makausap k0 lang agad kau...

6. why do we need to love?
> c0z its a basic need... necessity....ewan k0 nga ba kung bakit...maybe ndi lang tlga mabu2hay ang isang ta0 na walang luv nd besyds ndi nmn natin maiiwasan un eh... bglang-bgla dumadating un especially in 0ur unexpected days....

7. Being single or being taken
> uhmm...based 0n my status ryt n0w...cgur0 "BEING SINGLE"... its bc0z...1st... ol of ur tym is in ur hands... 2nd...la kang iniintindi kundi sarili m0... 3rd... u can d0 ol the things u want t0 d0....4th..madami kang tym sa mga friends m0, sa family m0 nd sa sarili m0...5th...mas uunahin m0ng intindihin nd asikasuhin ang sarili m0... 6th... n0 heartaches...n0 pain...n0 pr0blems...n0 crying..... nd basta n0 lahat...nd being single is being free to d0 ol the things u want...dats ol...

8. What's so nice in being taken?
> lyk ruchel said...u have sum1 u can kol "mine"... nd d filing of being luv by the pers0n u luv...

9. Ever cried infront of a bf/gf?
> n0pe...nd ive never planned t0 d0 it anyway... pag me kc umiyak...ang haba...lang katapusan yata un... nd ang pangit k0 kc pulang-pula ak0.. hehe...nd i d0nt want him t0 see me na umiiyak kc baka sabihin nia ganun ak0 ka 0bses sa kanya n0h...ma pride yata t0..

10. Most painful thing said by a love one?
> "hayaan m0 na k0..hayaan m0 na k0 sa knya.. sia na ang mahal k0..s0rry"... sh!t.. ang sakit2 nun.. actually mixed em0tions pa nga k0 nun eh... ndi k0 lam kung maga2lit ak0...or maaawa sa sarili k0... bc0z a unw0rth it man dumped me?!!! huh?!!! ewan k0 ba...basta ol i can rmmber is walang kcng sakit tlga...kaya n0w im being t0o careful...mahirp na bk maulit na nmn...

11. Most painful thing did by a loved 1?
> uhmmm...iwanan sa ere n0h...paasahin... tp0s ndi ka mapanindigan...talksh!t...pagpalit sa iba aftr ol the things uve d0ne f0r him...nd last hurting y0u with0ut even thinking it m0re than twice... =(

12. how do you cope with a breakup?
> well...first is t0 accept the fact that ur n0t rili meant f0r each other... 2nd is t0 m0ve on wid my lyf... last is t0 kip ril busy... smile nd jas g0 wid the flow of lyf... nd think dat it is jas 0ne of g0d's challenges f0r u t0 bec0me a better nd m0re str0nger pers0n...

13. Describe love in one word?
> impulsive...

14. What's ur ideal date?
> anything or any0ne will d0 as long as presentable... nd syempre gus2 k0 ung may kilig fact0r...hehe

15. How do you spend a day with a love one?
> as l0ng as wer hapi being t0gether ok na sakin un..

16. Can lovers be friends?
> it depends h0w ud breakup...kung petty lang ung ris0n of breakup nd b0th sides are agree t0 have their separate ways, un pede pa cgur0...but kung halos magkamatayan na kau during ur cerem0nies of ur breakups nd halos masumpa m0 na sia... isipin m0 pede pa ba un?!!! maybe in sum oder tym c0z tym heals ol w0unds nga dba?!!!

17. Is love lovelier the 2nd time 'round?
> f0r me yes...kc at least by dat tym u kn0w na ur partner's weakness nd str0ngest p0ints...nd syempre magiging careful na kau..f0r u n0t to hurt ur bf/gf...ryt?!!! nd at least u learned ur less0ns na...
18. Are you the type of person who expects too much from someone?
>ol of us has expectati0ns fr0m dem noh... nd ang plastik if i say n0..of cors i d0... but n0t t0o much..

19. What things/qualities that deceive you the most?
>nang iiwan sa ere t0 the p0int dat u rili nid them... uhmmm.... making pr0mises that are made t0 be br0ken...pur0 pr0mises la nmng natu2pad... nd last is talksh!t, in sh0rt sinungaling..barber0... imbyerna k0 sa mga ganyan...

20. Do you believe that love never dies?
> abs0lutely yes..dba nga 0nce u luv a pers0n u will never st0p luving them....pede pa mabawasan but u will never st0p luving them...c0z they r olredi part of our lives nd our hearts... mem0ries nga dba?