SWIMMING NA!!!
AND
HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE SISSY SAMANTHA.. LUV YOU SIS..
*wink*
Unforgettable...
Sunday, April 30,9:50 PM
naaasar tlga ak0.. kc i called up b0nn kanina after i have cleaned my r0om, then nagkwent0 sia sabi nia may pilay daw sia.. then sabi nia may bandage nga daw ung hands nia.. all i knew is napilayan sia bc0z may lar0 sila ng basketball yesterday then when he t0ld me na kc nakipag away pla cla,nairita na k0?! and u heard it ryt, SILA.. sila ng mga pinsan nia.. asar n0h?! ang ay0ko sa lhat ksi is very mayabang adn feeling kung cn0 and yung nakikipag ramb0l.. kakaasar tlga! the hell i care kung mabasa nia t0h basta all i kn0w is s0brang irritated ak0 sa knya..!!! basta badtrip tlga! naku bahala na nga sia.. kaya im thinking kung isasama k0 pa sia sa Monday kc nga dba 8th bday ng sis k0, e swimming party yun and my m0m insisted t0 invite him with us.. haaaayy.. kakairita tlga!
Unforgettable...
Thursday, April 27,1:37 PM
s0 as i said, yesterday was the grad celeb of jessy [ken's gf].. di pala bday..ehehe.. sabi nia kc sakin bday nia eh =p anyway, natuloi kame.. pede bang hindi eh kasama k0 si b0neng! ay0ko talgang sumama, di naman t0tally na ayaw, nitatamad lang tlga ak0.. s0 un na nga.. mga 5:00 nndit0 na haus cla mark and b0nn [which is dapat 4:30 palang nandit0 na cla..tsk..tsk] and sabi nila na nung dinaanan nila si ken, sabi ng kuya eh nagpapagupit pa daw.. awts! kaya sa haus nalang kami susunduin ni ken.. di k0 alam kung mga wat tym na ng dumating si ken..
so b4 kaming dumirets0 sa valenzuela, we picked up jessy and edz [her neighb0r and her friend] sa j0llibee sa frisc0.. s0 yun na, as expected para kaming sardines sa l0ob ng wheels ni ken.. ehehe.. but that's fine with me.. =p
mga 7:30pm na yata kami dumating sa haus nila jessy sa valenzuela and ang dami ng pip0l.. and the m0st unusual thing is very quiet si kua ken.. wahahaha.. meet the f0ckers nga dw sabi ni naked.. =p as in silent m0de sia last night.. para ngang naging impressi0n sa knya nung mga relatives ni jessy na suplad0 sia, pan0 di kumikib0 pag kinakausap.. ehehehe..
At first, very b0ring.. kasi di naman nmin kilala yung mga nandun.. but nung tumagal, nagkwentuhan na kame ni edz.. actually he's a gay, and i can he's say na he's very very nice and smart.. ch0ir sia sa isang church s0mewhere in t0ndo.. sia yung kasabay nmin papunta sa haus nila jessy.. and what d0 y0u expect, baklaer ang l0la m0 s0 very kal0g talaga.. very talked about the da vinci c0de,differnt religi0ns and anything ab0ut Christ and s0mething na may sense.. =) Even si kua ken, nadala sa mga pinag uusapan nmin kaya nakisali na din.. s0 by means of that, di naging b0ring ang gabi naming lahat.. until dumating yung iba nilang friends na gays din and ch0ir members din, lal0ng sumaya ang gabi naming lahat.. =) Per0 infairness, i learned s0mething new fr0m edz which is yung mga pinac0nvert ni Mayor Atienza na streets int0 Plazas.. sabi nia like nung Plaza Miranda, ginawa niang plaza yun its bec0z plaza na pala talaga dati yun.. kaya nga ang theme nun dba "buhayin natin ang Maynila" and he added na makikita k0 daw yun sa original map ng Manila na lahat ng pinagawang plaza ni Atienza is plaza na pala talaga fr0m the start.. nice n0h? kaya n0w, di na k0 magrereklam0 sa traffic sa Rect0.. ahaha.. then ar0und 12pm, sibat na kame.. =)
Bc0z s0brang nalibang ak0, di k0 namalayan na nakakailang b0ttles na pala ak0 ng San Mig.. ehehe.. ung m0m ni jessy lapag ng lapag sa table kaya in0m naman ak0 ng in0m.. ehehe.. and the result? ayun, bangenge ak0 nung pag uwi namin.. as in, umiik0t ang paningin k0..per0 nung pinatul0g ak0 ni b0nn ng at least 30 minutes, ok na k0. haha.. ah, BTW.. dit0 sa haus natul0g si b0nn.. kac nga nasa Mla h0tel ang mga pip0l kaya 4 lang kami naiwan d2 sa haus, me, my m0m, my l0lo and my auntie.. =p kaya very peaceful ang haus dhil wla ang mga magugul0ng bata.. =p
Around 6 in the m0rning, umuwi na din si b0nn.. kasi sabi nia "ney,ialarm m0 nga ung f0n m0 ng 6am.." then i asked why, sabi nia "e kasi nga p0 may lar0 later this aftern0on ng basketball nila keneth" then i said ok.. tap0s hala?! then nung nag wawala na ung f0n k0 sa s0brang pag gising nia samin,nagising na k0..ehehe... then ginising k0 na si b0nn.. hala?! naka ilang 5minutes yata yung l0ko na yun.. sabi na eh, expected k0 na din yun..ehehe.. and n0w, ang hapdi ng eyes k0 dhil kulang pa k0 sa tul0g.. per0 kaya pa naman ni b0ssing eh..ehehe..
Per0 y0u kn0w what.. gust0 k0 tlgang maging hist0rian.. its n0t about the m0ney but the things na madidisc0ver k0 dba? very fruitfull hay ewan! bahala na nga.. tapusin k0 muna t0ng MassComm sabi nga ni b0nn.. ay o0 nga pala, ok na yung grades namin sa Philo.. pinan0od na ni Sir Jag last friday yung d0cu namin and this Monday, kukunin na namin yung grades namin sa kanya.. ang pin0pr0blema k0 naman ngae0n is kung an0ng grade ang ibibigy ni Sir Jag samin.. waaaa..
Unforgettable...
Sunday, April 23,9:24 AM
everyday is starting to irritate me bc0z it's bec0ming m0re boring and b0ring.. =( and i cant even think of anything to do except to sleep, to eat, to chat, to bLog and to use the f0n and call my friends up.. i want new things to do, and the plans we have made this c0ming saturday has already been cancelled bc0z it is ken's gf bday and she invited all of us. Up to now, im still not sure if im g0ing with them or not kasi im really n0t c0mfortable with people i really find strange.. i enj0y socializati0n but it still depends with the people.. And im thinking kung aatend nalang ak0 ng party sa bahay sa QC, as i said, it will be the wedding day of my auntie and uncle, baptism of their uoungest daughter and bday celebrati0n of my l0lo or to j0in with my lil sis, my cuzins, my l0la [m0ther side] and my ninang at Manila h0tel [again?]..wla lang, pampalipas time lang =)
While i was cleaning my r0om, i arranged first my cabinet [bc0z my m0m insisted me t0 fixed my drawer] and i f0und my diary.. and i was even sh0cked bc0z it is still there.. The entries i have in my diary started since December 2002 and that's why i alm0st forgot my diary.. and can y0u imagine h0w thick it is? ehehe.. if i can remember, i b0ught that diary during my bday last december '02. then the last entry i have is dated on August 2004.. and started p0sting my entries in my blogpage kaya nakalimutan k0 na sia. =(
Unforgettable...
Thursday, April 20,2:36 PM
APRIL 15, 2006
yesterday evening,we we're able to watch "PASSION OF CHRIST" for the second time around in star m0vies [if y0u have a cable c0nnecti0n it is channel 55].. So yun na nga, i was really furious of what i have seen, i kn0w na di k0 first time na mapan0od yun kaya lang this was the first time na talagang inabs0rb yung pinapan0od ko. And i am starting t0 hate religious people or let just say the "priests" because as far as i kn0w during the time of Jesus, th0se priests or the religious people are the one who insists Pilate to persecute Christ, in short they are the cause of Jesus' crucifixion.. see that? and n0w, sila pa yung pinaka main instrument of God to deliver his message to us ordinary people. I really d0nt kn0w h0w does it happened, but it happened. And as i recall, Pilate d0nt want t0 persecute Christ roughly, he just chastise Christ but includes the fact n0t to treat Christ very r0ugh.. But the pe0ple wh0m Christ had helped and the priests insisted t0 crucify him.
People at that time is really w0rst c0mpare n0w.. even my m0m told me na mas masama ang mga ta0 n0on kesa ngae0n. Naaasar talaga ak0 while watching the m0vie, kc all of them is walang utang na l0ob! But we all kn0w that Christ thinks differently fr0m us.
You kn0w, parang gust0 na magbag0 na pr0fessi0n.. i want t0 be a hist0rian that studies anything about Christ.. Like ni Robert Langdon sa Da Vinci Code parang ganun. Kahit dati pa naman gusto ko na maging ganun kaya lang ewan k0 ba.. i dont know where to start.. i even told my m0m about dun and sabi nia ako daw ang bahala.. naku ewan k0 ba! masyad0 talaga ak0ng nag papaapekt0 sa lahat ng bagay..
Anyway, nasa bahay na pala ak0 nage0n.. kakauwi k0 lang.. kaya the m0ment i was at h0me, binuksan k0 agad yung PC k0 and nag bl0g..ehehe.. i miss my PC s0 much! naku parang adik tlga n0h?! and maybe t0m0rrow nandit0 si b0nn, kasi fiesta samin.. c0nsisitent yun every EASTER SUNDAY, fiesta samin.. weeeeee... reuni0n na naman t0h.. ahaha.. ay 0o nga pala, binyag din ng baby chl0e namin.. =p aus?! d0uble celebrati0n..
Unforgettable...
Saturday, April 15,10:22 AM
ney called me up unexpectedly.. i was even surprise because he called me up. And i knew at once that something is amiss. First he asked me what ami d0ing and i t0ld him "is s0mething wr0ng ney?" then he started telling what happened.. and as usual, its all ab0ut his m0m.. he was even asking me if i have anthrax, if y0u kn0w what's the use of anthrax, y0u're getting what im trying t0 imply. But i understand him, i kn0w he's only upset kaya niya nasabi yun. Kaya lang kasi, nung sinabi niya, "e ney lagi nlang ganun.." narealize k0 na o0 nga naman lagi nalang ganun.. =( i d0nt kn0w kung kelan aay0s ang m0mmy nia and t0gether with his dad, his siblings, and even his 2 lazy c0usins na dahil sa s0brang katamaran nung 2 e kay b0nn din umaasa ang m0mmy nila... I have s0 many things on my mind right n0w t0 st0p these things happening.. esp yung sa dalawa niang cuzins esp the girL.. kaya lang lagi nalang niang sinsabi na hayaan m0 nalang.. and ay0ko din namang makelam with0ut the c0nsent ni b0nn..
I was als0 upset kasi parang lahat inaasa nalang nila kay b0nn.. its really unfair! All im h0ping is t0 st0p this things fr0m happening and everything will be fair sa part ni b0nn.. =( And ang mahirap pa dun, aware ak0 sa sarili k0 na s0brang naaasar na tlga ak0 per0 ang kaya k0 lang sabihin is "hayaan m0 na.. k0nting tiis nalang.. pag nagpasukan na, back t0 n0rmal na ulit ang lahat.." Wla lang naman talga ak0ng ch0ice but t0 th0se things kasi ay0ko namang mapressure lal0 si b0nn because of me.. And i want t0 be very careful with my w0rds kasi parents pa din niya yun. =(
I really d0nt kn0w what is the right thing t0 do. But gad! im really h0ping na everything will be fair and right in b0nn's part. =(
Unforgettable...
Wednesday, April 12,10:14 PM
weeeeeeeee...
friendster is already w0rking..ehehe.. w0rking daw oh?! and i think im n0t the onLy one,even p0tp0t was n0t able open the friendster site with his c0nnecti0n.. s0 later this m0rning, i called up PLDT t0 rep0rt the inc0nvenience of their c0nnecti0n.. di bale kung libre lang yung c0nnecti0n nila, e it c0st me a l0t of hell para lang sa c0nnecti0n na t0h..ehehe.. s0 yun na. Then sabi paki restart p0 yung PC ni0.. v0ila! ok na..hanep n0h?! ehehe..
Im having a hard time t0 decide whether t0 j0in b0nn and his cuzin's outing this c0ming 22.. haller?! when b0nn t0ld me that it will be held on 22, i really freaked out.. why?.. because it is the church wedding of my auntie glenda and uncle j0y [y0unger br0 of my dad] and at the same time, birthday celebrati0n din ng l0lo ko.. tep0k ak0 pag di ak0 pumunta dun.. my l0la even b0ught me cl0thes t0 wear in that very day... waaa.. an0ther occassi0n will be is the baptism of c0usin [in my father side], n0 need t0 menti0n her name.. >:0 haaayy.. pan0 na naman kaya t0h?! amfufu naman tlga oh...
I will be in Manila h0tel t0morr0w till friday.. wahehehe.. why? wla lang din.. ehehe.. i will be staying there overnight.. and isa pa, makakapag swimming ak0 dun.. ahaha.. i asked b0nn t0 c0me with me and he agreed.. And i t0ld him n0t t0 eat t0 f0ods in the pers0nal refrigerat0r kasi it's really expensive, even a small mixed nuts c0st 70 pes0s.. waaaa.. excpet f0r the f0ods with c0mpliments sticker, it means its free.. ehehe.. =) ab0ut our f0od naman, oorder nalang kame ng breakfast, lunch and dinner sa h0tel f0r t0morr0w and f0r the next day.. and para naman sa mga midnight snacks or whatever snacks, mag gr0gr0cery nalang kame..ehehe.. para tipid dba?! it will c0st us a l0t of m0ney kung pati yung f0ods sa ref na nasa r0om is kakainin namin.. en0ugh na cgur0 yung gr0ceries namin and yung breakfast,lunch and dinner f0r thursday and friday.. ehehe.. Im s0 excited.. ehehe.. ubusan na naman ng pera t0h.. i asked b0nn t0 bring his lapt0p with him.. e he's using WiFi naman eh s0 may internet c0nnecti0n.. weeee.. this will be very, very exciting.. ehehe.. and o0 nga pala, because it is lenten seas0n, we're n0t g0ing t0 eat meat.. and we b0th agreed t0 it.. =)
So that's all f0r now.. and f0r sure i w0nt be able t0 p0st pics during our stay in the h0tel kasi masyad0ng camera shy ang asawa k0 and if he sees na may mga pin0st ak0 and even sa friendster k0, tep0k ak0 nun.. ehehe..
Unforgettable...
,11:26 AM
shit!
i d0nt kn0w what's wr0ng with my PC but i cant open friendster.. amf.. of all the sites nman oh. I was even to open it yesterday aftern0on but kagabi di k0 na ma 0pen until n0w.. ang masama pa dun, friendster lang tlga ang di k0 ma open.. waaaa.. teynk gad, ate caye will be here dis c0ming sunday kasi fiesta samin s0 magagawa nia PC k0ng bul0k..ehehe.. i even try t0 my h0ney's lapt0p but with the same c0nnecti0n ok naman.. s0 i think the pr0blem is with my PC's s0ftware.. waaaaaaaaaaa.......... =(
Unforgettable...
Tuesday, April 11,6:33 PM
bLogthings..
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
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Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
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| Your Love Song Is |
Thankyou by Dido
"And I want to thank you for giving me
The best day of my life
Oh, just to be with you is having
The best day of my life."
It's all good, as long as you're in love. |
Unforgettable...
Monday, April 10,2:32 PM
b0ring!!!
hay,s0brang b0ring.. habang tumatagal,nauubusan na k0 ng mga ideas ab0ut the things i will d0 just t0 kill s0me of my time. We're still waiting April 17 t0 arrived para maka c0mplete na kame sa pesteng PHILOSOPHY na yan. Waaaa.. i cant even think kung an0 ang itatype k0 para sa blog entry k0..ehehe.. im sick and tired of checking my friendster, my bLogpage,my emails and my YM.. haaayyy.. lagi nalang ganun.. sawa na din ak0 sa s0undtrip, fudtrip, sleepingtrip [ehehe], texting, m0vie marath0n.. i want s0me changes dis summer.. gust0 k0ng mag outof t0wn ulet, kaya lang wla ak0ng budget..ehehe.. naub0s na way back nung nasa pans0l kame..ehehe.. =p
NINE HARDEST TIMES OF OUR LIVES
1.Being questi0ned,when y0u y0urself d0nt understand.
2.Pretending to be innocent of what you know about.
3.Trying to forget something you know you never will.
4.Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right.
5.Debating with yourself.
6.Accepting the fact that somethings are not menat to be.
7.Trying to understand when you just cant.
8.Realizing that you have been tricked after youve given your whole trust.
9.Parting and letting go of someone youve loved all your life.
Unforgettable...
,2:05 PM
wiLdfLower...
this s0ng is one of mem0rable s0ngs that i really, really l0ved.. It was sung by a band way back when me,my h0ney,kenneth,mark and mean was in the OL,Antipolo. Ken, t0ld the old man that it was my birthday that very day, s0 the old man t0gether with his band sung and played the happy birthday s0ng first then the wildfl0wer s0ng. When i was still 12-13 years old, i already kn0w this s0ng because of my uncLe,my m0m and my dad wh0 really l0ved music [until n0w] and we still have c0mpilati0ns of cds including the wildfl0wer s0ng and the bizaare l0ve triangle s0ng.. ehehe.. But when i heard that s0ng dedicated t0 me.. w00ooowww.. it felt s0 different, i d0nt kn0w why basta i felt s0 different.. ehehe.. =p i was even singing with the old man, cute n0h? ehehe... but i felt s0 t0uched.. =) weird n0h?!
Wildflower
She's faced the hardest times
you could imagine
and many times her eyes fought back the tears
and when her youthful world
was about to fall in
each time her slender shoulders
bore the weight of all her fears
and a sorrow no one hears
still rings in midnight silence,
in her ears
Let her cry, for she's a lady
let her dream, for she's a child
let the rain fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower,
growing wild
and if by chance I should hold her
let me hold her for a time
but if allowed just one possession
I would pick her from the garden,
to be mine
Be careful how you touch her,
for she'll awaken
and sleep's the only freedom that she knows
and when you walk into her eyes,
you won't believe
the way she's always paying
for a debt she never owes
and a silent wind still blows
that only she can hear and so she goes
Let her cry, for she's a lady
let her dream, for she's a child
let the rain fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower,
growing wild
Unforgettable...
Sunday, April 9,8:43 PM
im n0t sure if this entry will seem s0 petty with other pe0ple per0 kasi f0r me its really a big deal.. per0 sabi nga kanya kanya lang yan..
this has been my pr0blem ever since i c0mmit myself in this relati0nship. Alam m0 yun, things has been g0ing s0 sm0othly tap0s may biglang mangyayari, panira ba?! We're b0th trying s0 hard t0 impr0ve this c0mmitment kaya lang the m0re harder we're trying the m0re it is bec0ming t0o imp0sible.. ewan k0 lang huh.. based on my 0wn percepti0n lang yun. But he always gives me assurance na time will c0me that everything will be ok. But i d0nt want ASSURANCE.. i want th0se things t0 happen. Very impatient lang kasi talaga ak0 cgur0. I want t0 get the things i want instantly. Kung sa relati0nship lang naman, ok kame.. i mean, ok yung relati0nship namin. The main pr0blem is US.. Kasi it's been a l0t of pr0blem na din ang nalagpasan namin per0 kita m0 naman, kami pa din, and pr0ud ak0 dun. Kaya lang, until n0w.. we still havent learn each 0ther's weaknesses and strenghts.. mer0n pa rin kasing ibang bagay na di pa rin namin nasesettle.. ewan k0 ba. I d0nt kn0w h0w will i put th0se pr0blems int0 w0rds.. Di k0 rin alam kung may pr0blem ba tlga or imaginati0n k0 lang yun. Naku ewan tlga. Alam k0 na there are times na nahihirapan sia, and alam k0 na alam nia na may times din na nahihirapan na din ak0.. We just tend t0 be blind t0 th0se things para lang matap0s na, deadma nalang kesa lumaki pa dba?! Yun kasi ang ugali ni b0nn... yung sa s0brang matiisin, quiet nalang sia lagi.. di k0 ba alam kung galit na sia, nasasaktan na sia or ayaw na ba nia.. unlike me, very v0cal kasi talaga ak0.. And because of that, nahihiya ak0 in my part na mag demand, mag reklam0 and mag serm0n.. kaya what will happen is quiet nalang din ak0.. parang paunahan nalang, kung cn0 unang mapun0, sia ang unang mag frefreak out, parang ganun ba?
Ang hirap pa saming dalawa, we rely s0 much sa isa't isa.. parang saming dalawa lang nagrerev0lve yung mund0 namin. At first, kala k0 maganda yun, per0 n0w, ang hirap pala. Kasi parang sa kanya ka nalang laging umaasa.. being happy.. and being everything y0u wanted t0 be. Ak0, i admit na, i have l0st s0 many friends dahil sa relati0nship na t0.. but n0 regrets kasi ginust0 k0 din naman yun, i ch0se and make th0se things t0 happen.. I still remember during 3rd year HS.. bag0 palang kame nun.. kame na ang laging magkasama, we we're n0t able t0 j0in our own c0mpany, esp me. Per0 gladly, naka survive kame..kasi naman, kahit di ak0 nakakasama sa mga friends k0, they are still there f0r me, because i really try t0 explain sa kanila kung an0 ang lagay k0 nung mga times na yun.. and n0w, my HS friends are all g0ne.. we're still c0mmunicating per0 di na tulad ng dati.. and i feel s0 sad dahil dun. But n0w, im trying t0 accept na, n0t all things are meant t0 last.. And naging masaya din naman ak0 sa c0mpany ni b0nn.. kaya lang kasi th0ugh thankful ak0 sa mga new friends k0 ngae0n sa sch0ol,para kasing may kulang.. ibang iba sila sa mga friends k0 way back in HS.. mas click kasi ak0 sa mga HS friends k0.. very 0pen ak0 sa knila, as in every deatil about me and b0nn alam nila and likewise ganun din sila.. pareh0 kami ng mga hilig.. [gumimik, umin0m, manigarily0..etc] alam m0 yun? per0 im n0t saying na mas gust0 k0 yung mabisy0ng barkada, kaya lang kasi ganun ak0 eh an0ng magagawa k0 dba? E yung mga friends k0 ngae0n sa sch0ol parang di pa ganun ka seri0us.. ak0 nga lang ang my bf samin eh.. ak0 lang ang gumigimik,umiin0m.. parang ang panget dba? but on the 0ther hand, masaya din naman ak0 sa c0mpany nila, but still there are times na parang may kulang.. ^^ ta0 nga namang n0h, wlang kuntent0 kung an0 mer0n sila..
And n0w y0u kn0w, why im really having a hard time t0 give up b0nn.. ive sacrificed s0 many things na din para lang maging fruitful and tumagal ang relati0nship namin. And i kn0w na sia din.. kaya lang kasi, mabarkada tlga.. di ak0 mabubuhay ng wlang barkada.. yung wla kang matawagan pag my maj0r pr0blems ka.. wlang kang makausap ab0ut certain things.. alam ni0 yun? tap0s wla yung bf m0.. parang ang hirap dba? buti nlng si ate chelo nand2 na sa bahay at least may nasasabihan ak0 ng mga pr0blems k0.. kaya ang sama tlaga sa l0ob k0, in times na kelangang kelangan k0 si b0nn tap0s wla sia.. it happens s0 many times na din, alam ni0 ba yun? per0 may narinig ba sia sakin? wala.. kaya alam m0, sasabihin m0 na 3 yrs na kame, madami paring bagay na di alam ni b0nn ab0ut sakin, because pinili k0 na wag din niang malaman kasi sasabihin nun ang petty lang.. I cant even cry infr0nt of him.. di k0 alam why per0 ganun yata tlaga..
Im n0t asking t0 have the perfect relati0nship, and the perfect bf.. i just want s0meone wh0 i can burst out all my burdens.. kahit an0 pa man yun. And im thankful because i have my dad.. he's always there t0 listen and help me.. i can even just cry in his sh0ulders tap0s wla na, ok na. Yun lang naman eh. Im n0t even asking f0r t0o much.. haaaayyy.. cgur0 nga time will tell.. cgur0 nga there will be time na everything will w0rk out just fine..
Maybe you'll soon forget about all
Or maybe you'll miss it like I do
One thing's for sure:
I'm all knocked out
Spend too much time thinking of you
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind/BR>
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Don't wanna write, I don't wanna call,
I would not know what to say
It should be you, that's how I want it to be
Tell me you feel the same way
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
and your smile is tattooed on my mind
and I can't get you out of my dreams
Oh, yesterday I was feeling safe
All I do today is trying to be brave
And no melody can seem to soothe my mind
And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
and your face is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Yes I know you're tatooed on my mind you're tatooed.....
Unforgettable...
Friday, April 7,3:55 PM
my new deskt0p... ^^
this is my current deskt0p.. its my baby chl0ewiwi.. ehehe.. i kn0w that s0me of u thinks na anak k0 t0h.. d p0 n0h?! pamangkin k0 lang yan.. and she's the y0ungest of all my nieces and nephews as of the m0ment.. hihihi.. cutie nia n0h?!
Unforgettable...
,10:19 AM
my new lay out..
at last sinipag din ak0.. ehehe.. i was ableto change the lay out of my bLogpage.. cutie n0h?! anyway, kanina nasa sch0ol na namn kame ni b0nn, kasi kinuha nia yung result ng test nia and gladly he passed.. =) [nice w0rk ney.] And at the same time, yung 2 cuzins naman nia ang nag apply f0r entrance exam [mabuti yun, samasama kame dun..?!] and t0morr0w naman yung test nila and h0pefully kasama na naman ak0 dun.. =p
While we're on our way t0 sch0ol, nakasalub0ng k0 sila angel and aby sa walkway.. i asked them kung may bagsak ba cla.. aba putsa ayaw namang sabihin ng mga baklang yun.. i missed them s0 much na.. ehehe..
ay o0 nga pala, after the burial of our l0la oreng.. napag usapan ng mga tita k0 t0gether with my m0m yung GENES namin.. ahaha.. and ngae0n ko lang natuklasan na yung middle name naming BALAJADIA is SPANISH pala.. in sh0rt, cr0ss breed pala kame.. ahaha.. parang as0 lang n0h?! haLf spanish pala kame.. then sabi sakin ng tita k0 "diba obvious, mata palang matatapang na.." kaya pala.. sabi naman nit0ng kenneth na t0h, "mananak0p pala kay0 ng Pilipinas eh.." wahahahaha... di k0 naisip yun huh?!
s0 that's all f0r now.. but im glad napalitan k0 na yung lay out ng bLogpage k0.. ^^
Unforgettable...
Thursday, April 6,4:26 PM
untitled...
im here in 0ne of the c0mputer lab here in my sch0oL.. im waiting f0r b0nn t0 finish his entrance exam kasi, eh upt0 12n0on pa yun.. s0 i decided t0 stay here instead.. airc0n pa! ehehe..
anyway, im planning t0 change my layout kaya lang nitatamad ak0 eh. Per0 may naka ready layout na k0 na ipapalit.. ehehe.. maybe next time pag sinipag na k0. And ok pa naman yung layout that im currently using.
Last night was the last evening of my l0la oreng wh0 died.. Actually, di sia nagmukang lamay kasi nagmistulang REUNION ng famiLy BALAJADIA eh.. ehehehe.. And dahil dun, nagkitakita na naman kame ulet ng cuzins k0 5 years k0 ng di nakikita [di sia exagerated.. t0to0 tlga..] Si JR and si Jemart.. Si jemart is a member of the Streerb0ys.. ehehe.. nice genes n0h?! =p And buti nlng dunating na yung package k0 fr0m NY fr0m my uncLe Jhay, ung s0ny handicam na pinabili ko sa kanya.. I really l0ved it.. kasi pede siang vide0cam and at the same time still cam pa.. kaya may mga pics kame nung mga l0ng l0st cuzins k0..
Meron dun sabi ni mama na cuzins din daw namin, huh?! e ngae0n lang nmin nakita yung mga yun, pinsan na namin? tap0s ang aarte pa.. sus tlga! kala m0 cn0ng ganda.. e 5 layers naman ang kilay, extensi0n yata yun ng bangs nia.. tap0s yung isa naman bading.. bakulaw! ehehe.. sama makatingin.. kala nia uubra sia sa mga ate k0.. ehehe.. buti nlng nakabili sila ate ng breeding kaya nanahimik nalng sila.. =) Pero mas magaganda parin kame dun.. beauty and brains yata kame.. [amf! ang hangin!] nakakaasar lang kasi tlga.. mga bag0ng salta na sa lugar namin, ngae0n lang kame mga nagkita.. kala m0 pa kung cn0ng mga makatingin.. parang dinedegrade yata kame, kasi ang iingay namen.. eh s0rry cla n0h, ngae0n lang nmin nakita ulit cla kua jerich0, JR and jemart..
Nage0n nga ang burial ng l0la ko.. and i think, di ak0 makaksama sa libing.. kc 2pm yun, e f0r sure nasa SM pa k0 nun.. tp0s ang init pa, and sa n0rth cemetery pa.. e ay0kong ay0ko na pumupunta dun eh. anyway, nandun nman ak0 nung huling gabi eh.. kaya ok na yun..
haaaayyyy.. its only quarter t0 11, isang oras pa bag0 matapos si b0nn sa test nia.. gut0m na k0.. di pa kasi me nag aalmusal eh.. per0 when i saw raym0nd sa b0tanical graden [inside of our campus..] binili nia k0 ng creams, c2 and pepsi.. waaaaa! ang dami.. e y0ko naman ng pepsi.. kasi bawal na sakin yun.. kaya hanggat kaya, iniiwasan k0 tlga ang s0das and s0ftdrinks.. s0 till here nlng muna..
Unforgettable...
Wednesday, April 5,10:28 AM
finals...
APRIL 4,2006
later this m0rning.. me and b0nn went t0 Adams0n.. purp0se? t0 get my grades and para mag apply na din si b0nn for this c0ming sch0ol year. 10:30 nasa city hall na kme and we went first t0 SM Mla para magpapicture si b0nn. and ang daming ta0 sa tr0nix kaya natagalan kame and inab0t ng lunch break.. s0 we eat first after nming makuha yung pics nia then dr0p by muna sa sh0p.. When it is already 1pm, direts0 na kme sa ADU.. waaa.. daming ta0.. enr0llment pala ng summer.. waaa.. but sabi nga "patience is the virtue.." amfness naman yun.. ehehe.. =)
Nung nsa CS bldg na kame.. i saw friend, richel and mariz.. then i say hi.. intr0duce b0nn then alis na.. ehehe.. naku! ang daming pr0cess nung ke b0nn, kasi di sia newly graduate.. may interview pa sa OSA DISCIPLINE.. teynk gad dun ak0 nagduduty kaya nagamit k0 ang p0wers k0.. ehehe.. =p So after nun, sa admissi0n naman.. waaaa.. haba ng pila sa cashier.. per0 as i said PATIENCE lang ang katapat nian.. So yun na.. after naming makuha ang sched ni b0nn f0r entrance exam [which is TOMORROW-8-12] punta naman kame sa ST bldg f0r me t0 see my grades..
First, sa ST Lobby muna.. nagswipe ak0 ng ID f0r me t0 see my grades in n0rmal grading.. [like 85..86..76] ok naman sia.. then sa COLLEGE of L.A. naman f0r me t0 have the hard c0py of my grades and para makta k0 yung grades k0 in p0int system [like 2.5, 2.6] so ok din naman.. and i w0uld like t0 present my grades..
MORAL THEOLOGY - 2.40
CWTS2 - 1.80
PE 2 - 1.40
BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE - 2.30
PHILOSOPHY - INC.
SOCIETY AND CULTURE - 1.30
PLANE TRIGONOMETRY - 2.70
PANITIKAN - 2.00
ENGLISH COMMUNICATION - 2.60
SPEECH AND ORAL COMMUNICATION - 2.20
haaayy.. as y0u can see, inc0mplete ak0 sa Philo dba? kasi dahil na delay kame mag present nung d0cumentary nga namin.. per0 dis c0ming May iprepresent na namin yun kaya magkakagrade na yan.. ehehe.. =)
but im still glad na wla ak0ng bagsak dba? kuntent0 na k0 sa grade k0.. ehehe.. teynk u Lord.. =)
Unforgettable...
Tuesday, April 4,5:53 PM
our year end's outing...
APRIL 2,2006
APRIL 1 and 2
me and my AUFAP family had our year end activity.. it's is our tribute to all of our graduating c0 AUFAP member.. it was held at Pansol,Laguna.. yep! private p0ol po.. bigtym n0h?! actually, wla nga kaming gast0s dun eh, all expense paid by our luving org. =) We departed fr0m ADU ar0und 8 in the m0rning.. then we arrived in Pansol ar0und 10:30 na yata yun. From 11:00-4:00 in the aftern0on,we had first our rec0llection.. per0 syempre with breaktimes yun ha,including lunch and merienda.. ehehe.. The rec0llection went very well. I was able to burst out all the burdens inside me, kasi bef0re April 1 and 2,i was very,very l0nely because of certain things happening. So, that rec0llecti0n we had really helped me alot.
Then fr0m 4-6:00pm, VIDEOKE time naman! ahahaha.. parang adik nga lang eh?! Syempre, di mawawala si friend dun n0h.. e adik sa kantahan yun.. then mer0n siang naging katapat, si ISMAEL aka BEAH.. wahehehe.. [j0ke lang huh?!] per0 ismael talga name nung baklang yun.. ehehehe..
From 6-11:00pm, the time for our tribute to our graduating sisters.. 4 sila, si ate renee [c0mp.eng.], ate leah [educati0n], ate j0ssa [c0mp sci], and ate aiza [BS BA/cumlaude pa] astig n0h?!
Then after nun, swimming time na...weeee.. fr0m 11:30-2:00 am, nasa tubig yata ak0.. and while in the p0ol, nag iinuman kame.. ehehe.. kumalat pa nga yung lala sa p0ol eh.. si ate grace kasi.. wahehehe.. After nun, mga 2:30am, i g0t tired, i t0ok a bath, tap0s i felt sleepy na nun.. sumilip ak0 sa rum ng girLs.. waaa.. overl0aded.. s0 i j0in marclem and r0na instead para makipagkwentuhan, cgur0 mga 5minutes lang yun. Then sumilip ak0 sa r0om ng b0ys.. ehehe.. ayun may pwest0.. sa paanan nga lang nila friend ang kuya jas0n.. per0 carry na yun, s0brang ant0k na k0 eh. Tapos i w0ke up kuya jas0n para lang iinf0rm sia na nandun ak0,kasi isang sipa lang sakin laglag na k0.. when ate shine and kuya aries saw me,sabi nila na, "sige,kame naman ang mag suswimming.." kaya nagkar0n ako ng c0mfy na pwest0 sa bed.. ehehe.. i was sleeping between friend ang kuya jas0n.. s0 un na.. sleeping beauty na ang drama k0 nun. Mga 3am, naramdaman k0 na may tumabi sakin.. waaaa.. si sir cris pala yun.. inakap pa k0, kaya nagising ak0.. then kinumutan nia k0 [d0nt w0rry, pareh0 kame ng type nun..ehehe] then he turn off the lights and kaya pala mainit naka off ung airc0n.. nung dumating lang si sir cris nabuksan.. =p then yun na.. 20 minure later, si beah naman ang nakisiksik.. sa legs k0 sia nahiga.. [pareh0 din kame ng type nian, kaya n0thing t0 w0rry.. =p] as in hirap na hirap sia sa pwest0 nia.. kasi bawat galaw k0, nagigising sia.. s0 ginawa k0, pinat0ng ko yung mga legs k0 ke friend.. [walang malisya yun huh?!] para makahiga si beah.. then ar0und 5am, nagising ulit ak0 kasi parang maluwag na ung pwest0 ko.. pinahiga k0 si beag beside me.. then i saw sir cris lying sa paanan namin nila eduard.. pan0 kaya sia napunta dun?! ehehe..
Around quarter t0 9 kame nagising.. pag gising k0 sabi nila mercy na hinahanap daw nila ak0, onLy to find out na sa r0om pala ako ng b0ys natulog.. e an0 naman?! e s0brang sikip na sa r0om namin eh. tska si sir cris, beah and friend naman ang katabi k0 eh.. and kahit sin0 pa sa mga b0ys ng aufap ok lang kasi wla namang malisya samin yun eh.. Then ginising kame ni m0m lei.. gisingan na daw.. uwian na pala! waaaa.. wla ng liguan.. t0othbrush and hilam0s nalang ang katapat naming mga late na nagising.. ehehe..
basta very happy yung outing namin na yun, as in tlga! I c0nsider it as one of my mem0rable m0ments wid my AUFAP family.. Im l0oking fr0ward t0 an0ther year end outing with my AUFAP family.. =)
Unforgettable...
Monday, April 3,8:02 PM
this is my current deskt0p.. its my baby chl0ewiwi.. ehehe.. i kn0w that s0me of u thinks na anak k0 t0h.. d p0 n0h?! pamangkin k0 lang yan.. and she's the y0ungest of all my nieces and nephews as of the m0ment.. hihihi.. cutie nia n0h?!