wat da?!
its really been a tough week for me.. there's lot of pressures and problems that ive encountered in those past few weeks.. shit! i admit i really dont know how will i handle those problems... lots of thinking is badly needed and im sick and tired of thinking.
first is with my friend... a high school friend.. i really loved that girL but because of a simple reasn we had a quarrel.. its really not a big deal.. and im not in the mood to argue with her kaya lang she sound as if im so selfish.. and im so disappointed with her.. and maybe she also got the wrong impression that im also mad with her..
for you my friend.. u know how much i love and care for you.. and im not really mad with you.. i just hate the fact that you used my name giveb the fact that i told you not use mine, right?! But aside from that, wala na.. h0pe we could be able to talk things out.. =)
Next is with Bonn.. i dont know.. i really dont want to say any words regarding about this.. as i said, im so tired with this kind of problem.. Its been our problem eversince.. or let just say its only been my problem eversince we had this relationship.. Hindi ko na talaga alam what's the right thing to do.. ive seek help from my friends but then my decision will be the best thing to do.. Ive always been hoping that things will change for he better.. I think, both of us need is time.. time to think and time to decide whether to continue this relationship or not.. and time to realize how important both of us in our lives.. haaaayyyyy... its really confusing and complicated..
hope somebody out there, help me with this..
Unforgettable...
Sunday, October 30,9:20 AM
october 24 t0 27 ^-^
october 24 [m0nday]
releasing of final grades... waaaaa! this day really kills me.. hehe! Im so.. so.. nervous.. s0 mayen, geL, abby and t0mboy agreed to meet in ST Lobby around 9am.. And as usual ndi maiiwasan ang late, take n0te 1 hour late.. hmmm.. anyway, mayen, me and abby g0t there first s0 we decided to check our grades na.. s0 im the first to swipe.. weeee... tinnnngggg... [there g0es the s0und again] weeee.. teynk gad.. all of my subjects have passed with flying c0lors pa.. hahaha..
october 25 [tuesday]
enr0llment... waaaaa.. its really tiring.. asar tlga! lahat kc c0mputerized s0 ang haba talga ng pila.. after we went to the reg we went straight to the designated c0m lab.. t0 which we're g0ing to enc0de our subjects that we're g0in to take up for the next sem.. s0 un na.. ar0und 12 n0on tp0s na kaming mag enr0l..
around 3pm... napansin ni angel na may kulang kming 1 subject na ndi na enc0de... waaaaaa.. s0 it only means balik na nman kami sa ADU.. aMf.. badtriP!
october 26 [wednesday]
ADU is cl0sed.. graduation ng mga oct0berian.. shit!
october 27 [thursday]
dis is the m0st annoying days i had.. biruin m0, ive been falling in line f0r hours in special lane para lang maka kuha ng sched f0r the subject that i f0rgot t0 enc0de.. haaaaayyyy.. then when im about t0 enc0de na, my firned texted me that we're allwoed to take that subject during saturdays... wat da?! haaaaayyyy.. asar tlga.. imagine the time ive wasted falling in line.. anyway, its already d0ne..
but what's g0od about that is we're already finished enrolling f0r this c0ming sem.. haaaayyy.. teynk gad!
anna's grandpa passed away lately this m0rning... c0ndolences f0r her and her family and may his s0ul rest in peace..
Unforgettable...
Friday, October 28,1:48 AM
an update..
last October 6, 2005, MYMP and CUESHE was in our school to perform that very night. And i was really excited for that day, because i will be able to see "juris!"..hehe.. During that night, i was with Bonn [as usual] and my bl0ckmates.. s0me of us went h0me due to the long hours of travel fr0m sch0ol to their house. It did rain, but it didnt make us go h0me, we just stayed there and find s0me c0mfortable place to stay in. Around 8pm i think, cueshe arrived.. b0th the 2 v0calist are s0 hands0me, as in! And girls are being gaga because of them.. after they perf0rm 8 s0ngs, MYMP arrived. I really cant believe that Juris is pretty pala.. kc sa tv muka siang bisaya.. hehe. Anyway, MYMP perf0rm lots of s0ngs, around 10 or m0re than pa.. It made me kilig when they sung "kailan" and "especially for you".. she really has a nice voice. Even my honey had a good time, really?! After that, im so tierd.. waaaa... i cant even walk na.. my feet are so tired.. and i'm so wet due to the hard rain, and even my bag and my f0n are wet... teynk gad my f0n is still w0rking..hehe! Because we've been standing for hours, hehe! and im wearing stiletto that time, coz i cant afford to go home because i have lots of project to do.. To sum it all, we really had a g0od time.. hehe! *wink*
As for tomorrow, Aufap will have their outing tomorrow up to friday in Antipolo.. and syempre kasama ako dun. All expense paid by our org, so walang gastos.. Im not really excited kasi sa bundok yun, and im not into mountain hiking.. hehe! A bit nervous, if you ask me.. Anyway, i h0pe everything went well tomorrow.. Ay oo nga pla, its already sembreak na! And sana i passed all my departmentals.. waaaa... Im really, really nervous with my grades.. haha! And by now, i fell so bum.. mas gusto ko kasi na nasa school, biruin mo hanggang november 9 pa kami.. waaa! ciao
Unforgettable...
Wednesday, October 19,5:16 AM
survey
1.Do u cry?:: of kors i do..
2. Scariest moment?:: uhmm.. dami eh..
3. Iniwan ka na ba ng some1?:: yup..
4. R u in luv right now?:: d0nt kn0w.. maybe.. im n0t sure.. but, o0 yata..
5. Do u want 2 grow old alone?:: n0pe
6. R u an ideal gf/bf?:: n0pe.. and dats f0r real.
7. What's d best thing in u?:: dunno
8. R u a fan of luv is switer d 2nd timearound?:: n0t really a fan.. but i d0 beliv in luv is switer in d 2nd tym around..
9. Tingin mo bakit masakit magmahal?:: being hurt is part of love.. u cant feel love wen ur not hurt..
10. Pano ka magmahal?:: just imagine a dumb person.. hehe! j0ke.
11. Nasabihan ka na ba ng masakit nasalita?:: yuh... but nka recover na ko dun.. and i rili dont mind that person and continue with my life..
12. Do you regret luving that someone who hurt you?:: n0pe.. bc0z he hurt me but i learned m less0ns..
13. R u snobish?:: sabi nila..
14. if ur single do u miss being inlove?:: cgur0.. dont rili kn0w..
15. sweetest thing a guy/gal did 4 u?:: uhmm, dami eh..
16. longed to kiss that special sumone?:: ewan..
17. kissed your m0m/dad?:: yup.. but n0w di na.. dyahe eh. hehe.
18. kissed yourself?:: nyak!
19. french kissed?:: [n0 c0mment]
20. kissed your best friend?:: yup
21. slapped your enemy?::n0pe
22. screamed at anyone?:: yup.. s0 many tyms.. but at the end i make amends with that pers0n
23. scolded someone because he/shewouldnt listen 2 u?:: yup
24. scolded by a teacher?:: yup.. ^-^
25. scolded by your parents?:: of k0rs.. daming beses na..
26. held someone of the opposite sex'shand?:: of k0rs.. duh?!
27. fallen asleep in anyone's arms?:: yup!!!
28. gone to the beach/seaside with the opposite sex?:: uu..
29. loved someone so much that it madeyou cry?:: uhm... yup!!!
30.love someone just because of his/herlooks?:: nope!!!
31.felt so happy that it made you cry?:: yah.. its rili weird..
32. felt happy because your friend won aprize & you didnt?:: xmpre!
33.felt happy because you are the only one who scored a ZERO in a test?:: ngekz!!! hapi b un?!
34.felt happy to be the teacher's pet?::nope!!!! d p nman aq ngiging teachers pet eh!!
35.cried because your m0m/dad scolded you?:: many times!!!
36.cried because you were hungry?:: n0pe
37.cried because you did badly for your exam?:: umh.... yup!!!
38.cried because you broke up with yourbf/gf?:: xmpre!!!!
Unforgettable...
Monday, October 3,8:56 PM
