stay the same...

"STAY THE SAME"
Don't you ever wish you were someone else, You were meant to be the way you are exactly. Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are. When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far. And I hope you always stay the same, cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside. Don't be afraid if you've got something to say, Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Believe in yourself. Reach down inside. The love you find will set you free. Believe in yourself, you will come alive. Have faith in what you do. You'll make it through.

this s0ng g0t me really inspired... this s0ng was released f0r about 2-3 years ag0 na din or m0re pa. I really cant recall when was the exact year this s0ng was released per0 one thing i can remember is wla pang asawa si ate kaye nun.. ahaha.. kc pareh0 kmi na fave nmin yang s0ng a yan. Actually, when im hearing this s0ng, i usually remeber her..eehehehe.. peace awt ate?!

back t0 the t0pic... i sung this s0ng esp f0r my h0ney.. its alm0st been a week the last time i saw very sad and pr0blematic. Syempre, what d0 you expect t0 a pers0n na may pr0blem.. tska kesa naman mahawa pa k0 sa stressed and depressi0n nia n0, kinatahan k0 nalang sia.. at first, di tlga ak0 serious when i sung, kaya lang naisip k0 na its been a c0incidence na alm0st of the milli0ns s0ngs bat yung kanta na yun pa.. i mean, its really meant t0 be... ehehehe... haaayyy life...

anyway, yesterday.. nagperf0rm na kme ni mercy pra dun sa speech nmin, and i can say that it went very well.. infairness, wla tlgang mali.. hihihihihi... next, in our s0ciety class.. nagrep0rt na din kmi [as usual with mercy again!] and it als0 went very well.. ehehehehe... actually, napansin nmin ni mercy na yung tag team nmin parang swerte yata ngae0ng sem.. ehehe.. [fingers cr0ss] sana nga?!

obviously i have my new lay out.. astig n0h?! ehehehe

Unforgettable...
Tuesday, January 31,1:57 PM

yesterday..

bef0re our english class starts.... me and angel went up first sa r0om tp0s may nagkaklase pa s0 we waited outside.. e ung fl0or nung bldg na un is w0od.. s0 ibig sabihin very n0isy tlaga wen pipol our walking outside th0ugh airc0nditi0ned yung r0om, rinig parin ung ingay sa labas.. s0 yun na.. nagkukwentuhan kame ni angel, sabi kc samin na cut daw ang classes.. s0 parang na excite na naman ak0.. ehehe.. th0ugh medy0 sad kc i bring my PE unif0rm khit ang dami k0 ng dala dba?! pan0 naman ung eff0rt nmin?! ehehe.. anyway, back t0 the t0pic, s0 yun na.. sa s0brang excite k0, i keep 0n tapping my f0ot.. and nawala sa isip k0 na may pr0f pa pla sa l0ob.. ehehe.. tp0s naka stilleto pa ak0.. s0 it only means na may n0ise tlgang napr0pr0duce ung stillet0 ko.. ahaha.. tp0s bigla lumabas ung baklang pr0f sabi ba naman "will y0u st0p that.. [sabay dem0..]" and what's w0rst with that is kala nung pr0f si angel yun.. salbaheng bakla un.. ahaha.. tp0s pumas0k na ung bakla... after a minute, lumabas ulit den he said "pede ba dun muna ke0 [in the 0ther r0om].. di k0 naman dadalhin un r0om pag alis k0 eh, iiwanan k0 din t0h"... amf naman un?! bakla ka! ahahaha.. per0 after that incident back t0 n0rmal na agad.. ehehe... mike's age s0 un na nga.. nasa l0b na kmi ng nagyeyel0ng r0om.. ahaha.. sa s0brang lamig, nabaliw na naman ak0.. ahaha.. ung libre na tabl0id ni abby, pinag agawan namin dhil dun sa mga predicti0ns about dun sa kung an0ng year ka.. nyay! tama ba?! basta ung year of the tiger..rabbit.. ung mga un.. ehehe.. e sabi ni mike "kaw c0hr, year of the an0 ka?!" then i said "tiger" tp0s cnabi nga nia what was written der about year of the tiger.. den sabi k0 "kaw mike? year of the an0 ka ba?!" ahahahaha.. et0 na t0h.. tp0s sabi k0 bigla "h0y mike, wag kang mag deny.. dhil si byte 1 year tanda sakin tp0s 2 years tanda m0 sakin.." ahahaha.. tp0s sabi nia "1985 nga ak0" awts na lalake na yun! sabi k0 "an0ng 1985.. 1983 ka dba?!" ahahaha.. den nagtal0 kami.. s0 kmusta naman yun.. mas marun0ng pa k0 sa may sariling edad?! PAKELAMERA in sh0rt.. ahahahaha.. tp0s after a minute.. yun na..everything was settled.. turning 21 palang si mike sa may.. ehehehehe... den later this m0rning.. in our saturday class.. when i arrived sa r0om nmin, nndun na si angel.. kc sabi k0 dalhan nia k0 ng fudams.. di pa kc me nag aalmusal eh.. kninang 9am pa k0 sa sch0ol dahil sa aufap meeting.. den un na. She texted me na nasa sch0ol na nga sia.. tp0s i saw her sitting sa c0rner side.. kala k0 naman s0brang seri0us sa pag aaral kc nga may test kme.. yun pla, umiiyak na! as in nagulat tlga ak0.. its my first time t0 see her sad and CRYING.. i asked her what's wr0ng, wla naman daw.. helloww.. umiiyak ka na, n0thing is wr0ng pa ba yun?! ayaw tlgang tumigil sa pag iyak si angel.. di k0 tlga alam ang gagawin k0 as in.. kc pag ak0 naman, wen s0meone said na "cge ok lang yan.. tama na" medy0 titigil na k0.. ehehe.. per0 sya, naku! nakailang tma na ak0 wa epek pa din.. then mayen came.. bumisita sa r0om nmin.. kala k0 naman na mimiss na kme yun pala nagbebenta ng mga candy.. ahahahaha... pinagbebenta dw cla nung pr0f nila.. di na rin nia naasikas0 si angel kc nga in a rush daw clang lahat sa pagbenta nun.. amf! ahahaha.. den its me all al0ne again with angel.. after ilang minutes, si abby naman... classmate din kc nmin sia eh.. s0 alam k0 permanent na t0h..den she asked angel whats wr0ng, ayaw naman sumag0t ng bakla.. tp0s hinayaan na nmin.. nakipag kwentuhan nlng kme ke angelo.. den un na nagulat nlng kme nagsalita na si angel and she said "c0hr, pengeng paper.." ehehehe.. ok na t0h, bura0t na kc ulit eh... ahahaha.. den un na.. yesterday i was with my b0nn.. sa haus lang kme till 9 in the evening.. ehehe.. adik ba?! oks lang samin un, as l0ng na were t0gether.. yiiiheeee.. ahaha..

Unforgettable...
Saturday, January 28,2:14 PM

american idoL..

yesterday around 6 in the evening, while scanning the different channels on our TV, the audition for the amercan id0l seas0n 5 g0t my attention.. ehehe.. they are sh0wing it live.. para siang reality sh0w.. ahaha.. different reacti0ns, different em0tions fr0m different people.. and what's m0re exciting with that is they didn't kn0w what t0 expect.. out 0f thousands wh0 applied, wla pa yta sa hundred and natanggap.. anyway, i was really impressed t0 th0se wh0 can REALLY, REALLY sing.. imagine one of the applicant is 17 years old but she sings very well.. pagkakamalan m0ng pr0fessional na sia as in.. wla lang, i was just amazed with their talents.. ehehe..

later this m0rning, as usual maaga na naman ak0ng nakapas0k.. ehehe.. early bird.. ahaha.. tp0s wen i arrived in our r0om, aba wla ang mga bakla.. per0 ang mga bag nndun na..s0 i wait f0r them nlng.. tp0s when they return may dalang d0nut.. yummee.. ahaha.. tamang tama.. wasted ak0 sa s0brang lakas ng rain.. tp0s yun na kwentuhan while making lam0n the d0nut... tp0s ang pagka weird k0 umatake na naman.. i t0ld them na "dba teacher's day ngae0n, e bat ak0 nand2?" ahahaha.. baliw tlga.. mixed emoti0ns sakin si angel.. d daw nia ma explain kung magagalit sia or what.. e she have n0 right t0 be mad at me, e wla naman ak0ng ginagawa.. ahaha.. arte tlga.. tp0s sabi ni angel "e bat ka nga ba nnd2?" [amfufu..naging baliw na din yata t0h..] tp0s sabi k0 nlng "kc rep0rting ngae0n sa s0ciety bka masermunan pa k0 ni m0m cabanag.." ahahahaha... ay naku, i d0nt have the slightest idea kung bat k0 ba natan0ng un.. narealize k0 nlng after a minute.. ahaha.. basta sabi nlng ni angel "pagpasensyahan ni0 na yang babae na yan.. matalin0 sana, lukaret lang.. dala lang cgur0 ng maagang pagpas0k at s0brang lakas ng ulan sa labas kya dum0ble ang kabaliwan nia.." what da?! amf tlga si angel.. but maybe she's g0t a p0int there.. hihihihi...

SOCIETY CLASS - dendendenden.. ahaha.. et0 na! wla ng atrasan t0h.. quitters never win.. its n0t my first time t0 conduct rep0rting in fr0nt of the class, kaya lang by this time t0do sa kaba tlga ak0.. e pan0 ba naman pati si anna [w/c is my seatmate] kinakabahan din.. th0ugh sabi k0 sa knya "wag kang kabahan, pati ak0 nadadamay sa kaba m0 eh.." wla pa ding epek.. s0 hinayaan k0 nalang.. then bigla sinabi ni m0m cabanag na "draw l0ts system tau huh?! did y0u get me? [ehehehe...]" kc daw pag chr0nological order ang rep0rting nmin kakabahan daw lal0 ung mga susun0d dhil aware ka na ikaw na ang susun0d.. haller?! e parang mas mahirap pa yta pag draw l0ts.. haaayy.. anyway, by partners kc ang rep0rting, 0ne is f0r the explanati0n/definiti0n then the other is f0r the situati0nal example.. and as always, si mercy ang partner k0.. ehehe.. and sia sa examples and me naman sa explanati0n, o dba?! ahaha.. then bigla siningit ni m0m na "ay o0 nga pala,cut ang classes fr0m 10-12" awts.. bells are starting t0 ring in my ears..ahahaha.. sabi na eh.. galing k0 tlga.. s0 na cut na yung rep0rting naman na dpat till 10:30 pa.. amf naman.. and sa kasamaang palad di pa kmi natawag ni mercy.. haaaayyy..

THEO CLASS - hay nku l0rd! s0 supp0sed t0 be cut nga ang classes.. s0 dinismissed na kme ni m0m cabanag.. per0 yun pala sa bu0ng ADAMSON ng 10:00-12:00, kami lang ang buk0d tangi na nagkaklase.. sus! per0 buti pala tumambay muna kmi sandali kundi deds kami.. ehehe.. as in k0nti lang tlga ang napas0k.. kawawang pr0f.. wla na ngang b0ses.. wala pang pumas0k sa knya, iilan lang.. ehehe.. mga magaganda lang ang pumas0k.. nyay! per0 ok naman kanina.. di sia b0ring infairness.. take n0te, ngae0n lang sia di naging b0ring..[y kaya?!] per0 its really a g0od thing na di kmi nagmadali na umuwi.. haaayyy...

napapadami na yta ang kwent0 ko.. ay o0 nga pala.. ang BONENG ko, ginawan na naman ak0 ng testi.. ok na sana eh.. kaya lang sabi ba naman.. "k0nya daw ak0.. and fave h0bby k0 daw is mag kape sa starbucks" kamusta naman yun?! helloowww... kung k0nya ak0, di me sa adams0n nag enr0ll n0h, sana nasa mirriam or sa assumpti0n ak0 ngaeon.. ahaha.. and wen it c0mes dun sa starbucks, inaaya lang nmn kc ak0 per0 i really find its place very relaxing and very c0njucive f0r talking things out.. dba hazel?! ahaha.. tp0s may PM pa sakina ang b0neng.. kamusta naman un? may testi na, may PM pa.. ahaha.. it g0es like this "ney,j0ke lang un huh? [per0 dba sbai m0 j0kes are half meant]..ahaha.. per0 sana bawasbawasan m0 ang kakagimik m0?parang napapadalas na naman yata eh. tska masama sa health ang s0brang pagkakape khit frapuccin0 pa un,kape pa din un na ginawang shake.. dumadalas na naman ang pag gimik m0 ha?! bawasan m0 oki? or kung pede tigilan m0 na oki? ... il0veyou.." sabay banat ng il0veyou n0h?! per0 ung message nia pur0 serm0n... haaaayyy.. e sia nga gumigimik na din eh. ay o0 nga pla di daw gimik un..nag iinuman lang daw cla.. c0mpare nung amin, na kelangan pa daw k0ng sunduin dhil di na daw makauwi ng mag isa sa s0brang bangenge.. ahahaha.. salbahe tlga un.. ay nku tigilan na nga t0h.. napapag0d ang mga daliri k0 kakatype.. ehehe..
siao-siao

Unforgettable...
Thursday, January 26,1:39 PM

ahahaha...

thursday.. sched k0 is 7:30am to 12 n0on.. ehehe.. wla lang.. wla kc me masabi eh.. ehehe.. seriously, uhmm.. i arrived in school around 7am.. i d0nt what's g0t into me bket s0brang aga k0 yata.. tp0s yun na nga.. the m0ment i arrived in our r0om nandun na cla angel and mayen.. tp0s sabi k0 agad, "gel, nabibingi na yata ak0." ahaha.. she answered back "e gaga ka ba! pan0ng di ka mabibingi eh parang di m0 na tinatanggal yang headset m0 sa tenga m0 kakapakinig ng radi0.." ahaha... all i was able t0 say is "oo nga n0h.." tp0s sabi ba naman, "baka adik ka na?!" haller.. gel.. an0 naman ang kinalaman ng pagiging adik sa pagiging deaf?! ahaha... kc daw kung an02 daw ang nararamdaman k0 evrytime na maaga ak0 pumapas0k.. epekt0 nga lang cgur0 un ng maagang pag gising... per0 an0ther explanati0ns she said was "s0brang caffeine yan bakla!.." ok fine! gets k0 na.. ehehe.. e pan0 ba naman.. pag nagcucuting yung iba dian..starbucks agad ang bagsak nmin.. amf! ehehe.. tp0s back t0 the real w0rld na k0 when i asked them "when tau mag iinterview ulet?" nice.. signs na daw un na ok na k0.. ehehe.. tp0s i told them na din na it will c0st a th0usand 0f pes0s para sa vide0 editing.. amfufu! 100+ palang ang ip0n namin.. ahahaha.. napambili na kc namin ng mga vide0tapes.. waaaaa.. tp0s nag suggest ak0 ng new type of scene on how are we g0ing t0 start and t0 end our interview.. agree naman ang mga bakla, kaya g0 na!

last Saturday.. six of us went to baywalk para masimulan na ung interview.. mga 5pm nandun na kme.. ahaha.. para kming mga engs as in per0 may challenge khit pinatitinginan na kme ng mga pipol dun per0 sabi nga ni mayen yun daw ang pinaka pr0of na massc0mm students kame.. ahaha.. asteeg.. around 6-7, we distribute all of the surveys we have.. naku tlga.. ung iba ang aarte and ung iba naman plastik sa pag sag0t.. per0 pinaka enj0 dun is nung binigyan nmin ng survey f0rm ung p0ging f0reigner.. ahaaha.. l0ok alike sia ni nick carter as in.. tp0s et0 pa ang malupet dian, nagpapicture pa kme.. ahahaha..

knina medy0 happy ak0 kc wla kaming pr0f sa theo.. weee.. and t0 the fact na ndi ak0 inaant0k sa philo.. kitams may changes.. ahaha..

Unforgettable...
Tuesday, January 24,1:59 PM

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yesterday while i was fixing my b0ok shelf.. there's this certain "n0teb0ok" that caughts my attention though im fixing my shelf im still busy watching TV.. ehehe.. it really caughts my attention..why? bc0z its kinda old and dirty.. when i started reading its entries, parang i felt s0 inlove that very m0ment.. c0rny it may s0und but its really true. It contains all of her feelings towards her partner.. h0w inc0mplete she is with her l0ver.. h0w her l0ve f0r him transf0rmed her.. things like that. You kn0w, while reading that particular n0teb0ok, i was able t0 realize na it really feels g0od that there's s0mebody out there [aside fr0m GOD] wh0 really l0ves and cares f0r us s0 much.. yung in times y0u need s0meb0dy t0 reach y0u, he's there. Being inlove is n0t s0 easy n0r difficult. Its very c0mplicated.. sabi nga ng friendster "ITS COMPLICATED".. I kn0w its bad but im s0 envy with the her l0ver t0 wh0m she offered her life and her l0ve.. ive been awakened t0 the fact that evry relati0nship is DIFFERENT but maybe ours is the m0st different in all of the relati0nships in this w0rLd. Well im still n0t sure, maybe im just feeling s0 bad right n0w. It is really a nice feeling that [in my part] that y0u can tell him h0w much y0u miss and h0w much y0u l0ve him. sigur0 its als0 my fault.. im really n0t s0 c0mfortable in exchanging endearing w0rds except in text or in emails.. per0 in pers0nal or in ph0ne.. duh?! a hell of g0osebumps is present in my wh0le senses.. All i want is t0 bec0me vocal.. with regards with what i really felt.. haaayyy.. and h0nestly, i miss him badly.. Its been a week the last time we went out t0gether.. we we're b0th busy esp me..

Another thing i envy m0st is HAVING QUALITY TIME FOR YOUR PARNER... We really cant avoid t0 be busy in s0metime but still the quality time of being t0gether is still there.. I d0nt kn0w if its right t0 make demands or t0 insist of s0methin which y0u kn0w he's n0t capable of d0ing. I want t0 make demands, but h0w?! When he's always saying t0 "please try t0 understand.." waaaa.. s0 where did my demands w0uld g0 n0w? in n0where as usual..

Its really hard keeping what y0u really felt.. i mean it is much better 0n bec0ming v0cal in w0rds and in acti0ns.. wla namang mawawala dba?!

MANNY "PACMAN" PACQUIAO won VS. eric m0rales.. ahehehe.. im s0 happy kc da at least sikat na naman ang philippines.. ehehe..
CHRIS of search f0r star in a milli0n w0n on the same day.. asar! i like him much i much prefer JIMMY.. kc he's v0ice is very flexible.. kahit an0ng ipakanta m0 sa kanya kaya nia.. unlike CHRIS he's m0re on in R&B type of music th0ugh i like R&B als0 kaya lang parang wala na siang ibang kayang kantahin except R&B.. he lacks s0 much of being unique.. haaayy.. s0metimes c0mpetition is t0o unfair..
anyway, till here nalang.. siao-siao..

Unforgettable...
Monday, January 23,2:12 PM

haaayyy...

i have s0 many things t0 do ahead of me.. nd i really d0nt kn0w h0w am i g0ing t0 budget my time t0 acc0mplish all th0se things on or bef0re the deadline.. first, we're w0rking on a d0cumentary [AGAIN!].. in our philo subject.. and my pr0f assigned us "premarital sex" as our t0pic.. haaayy sus.. sana f0rtune telling nlang khit pan0 madali pa yun.. next is im busy w0rking with my term paper in english2.. per0 with this term paper madali lang ung t0pic k0, da vinci c0de lang.. i mean dami sia reliable s0urces..ehehe.. and last is "the pillars" [official newspaper of AUFAP] and im the managing editor.. imagine that?! and the wh0le editorial staff will spend our night in kevin's crib.. see what i mean?! im m0re busier c0mpare last sem.. cgur0 part na tlga t0 ng massc0mm.. s0me sacrifices has t0 be d0ne.. and n0w,im in starbucks.. having c0ffee with sissy hazel [as usual].. breaktym nya kc fr0m 1-5pm, s0 wla na namang magawa ang lukaret kya inaya na nmn ak0 mag c0ffee.. per0 having c0ffee ryt n0w is very helpful para hindi daw ak0 antukin ng t0do-t0do later.. eheehehe.. antukin pa nmn ak0 as in! anyway, im really really h0ping na sana im g0ing t0 c0mply all these pr0jects ahead of the require date of the submissi0n..

Unforgettable...
Saturday, January 14,3:05 PM

mem0irs..

this are the pictures taken last saturday, january 7,2006 at eLyn's crib..sayang iya and ruchel was n0t able t0 j0in the pict0rial..ahaha..lets just say nalate sila ng dating..ehehehe..

Unforgettable...
Tuesday, January 10,3:53 PM

it seems like yesterday....

JUNE 6, 2006

hazel texted me around 10 in the m0rning, she asked me where was i? and i told her i was at h0me c0z i did n0t attend my class that day bc0z im n0t feeling s0 well.. anyway back t0 the t0pic... s0 un na.. then she asked me if we can see each other bc0z she didnt attend her class als0.. at first im hesitating t0 say yes kc nga im n0t feeling well, then she said na my pr0blem daw sia.. and take n0te its a matter of life and death pa daw.. haaayyy gad! ang babaeng un tlga.. s0 i said yes na din.. kc its been alm0st a year the last time we went out.. and gad! im missing that gurL s0 much.. then yun na.. nagkita kme sa 7'11 in tayuman... medy0 nash0ck pa nga k0 when i saw her kc that's the first i saw her wearing all white.. [its her unif0rm in FEU every friday..hehe] s0 we went in SM SL.. s0 yun, we str0ll around.. hal0s paik0t ik0t na nga kme tlga.. then sabi k0 lets have s0me c0ffee.. f0r a change.. s0 yun na.. we spent much of our time in starbucks.. ehehe.. drinking m0chafrap, eating pies and sharing and reminiscing our pasts.. around 3 in the aftern0on, we went in my crib.. s0 yun na.. tuloi ang chismax.. and she t0ld me "ate, y0u really need t0 listen with this 0ne.." s0 i held her f0n, listening t0 what she asked me t0 listen.. its a rec0rding.. her classmate singing an avril lavigne s0ng.. i th0ught she just wabt me t0 determine if her classmate's v0ice is g0od or n0t.. then in an instant, i heard a girl [i think] saying "help..tulong.." gad! u really had a hell of g0osebumps that very m0ment.. then i asked her "where were y0u when u rec0rded this 0ne?" and she said they were in a h0spital having 0bservati0ns with the medical apparatus.. and what's m0re creepy with that is they were in the fl0or where there is n0 r0om.. i mean there's n0 patients there.. haaayyy.. she really gave me a creeps.. after a minute or s0.. we decided t0 ask the girLs out.. [buking girLs] then yun na.. ar0und 5 in the aftern0on she went h0me na.. then 9 in the evening..planning f0r t0morrow..

JUNE 7, 2006

s0 yun na.. hazel called up syenn that night [june 6].. she knew na there is really a scheduled gimik f0r t0morrow.. kc june 5 is elyn's bday s0 ginawang saturday yung celebrati0n.. kaya lang di nia kami mac0ntact s0 she's s0 thankful na tinawagn sia ni hazel.. s0 the rest is hist0ry.. that very day.. nakipagmeet si hazel sa katext nia.. infairness kabad0 sia.. and what w0rst with that di nia sinip0t yung katext nia.. ahahaha.. salbaheng bata! when we're about t0 g0 d0wn.. kc nasa 2nd fl0or ang Starbucks eh.. sabi nia hazel "sis, j0mack is here..." shit! di k0 alam kung magfreafreak out ak0 or what.. tap0s he appr0ached us.. he's with his c0usin.. pa2pictire daw sia.. ehehe.. s0 yun na.. he intr0duced me t0 his cuz sabi nia.. "cuz,she's my f0rmer gf way back in HS.." awts! our relati0nship that time was n0t t0o serious.. i mean, i never th0ught na basta.. ewan k0! adik tlga n0h?! anyway, s0 yun na.. t0do blush daw tlga ak0.. ehehe.. then super kilig ak0 f0r the reas0n that i d0nt kn0w.. then afterwards, i realized that i miss him.. i miss every piece of him.. that guy is very different... he's very sweet.. its really my fault why we br0ke up.. actually wala kaming f0rmal break up.. we just didnt c0mmunicate f0r a time being until sa nagtuloy tuloy na.. di k0 alam why.. basta all i can remember is that i asked f0r that kind of set up.. then 3rd year HS.. he just heard na kami na ni b0nn.. then the rest is hist0ry.. 4th year HS.. naging sila na nung kabarkada k0.. si enchay.. per0 ench has n0 idea na naging kame.. bc0z when me and j0mack are still on, i tend t0 keep it secret.. friends lang nmin ang nakakaalam.. including b0nn bc0z b0nn is our c0mmon friend.. s0 yun na.. then we talked things out.. which we must have d0ne it 4 years ag0.. then un na.. we became friends na.. per0 bat ganun.. when i saw him parang i sill have this feeling of admiring and missing him... ahaaaayyyy.. en0ugh of this..

ELYN's CRIB around 3:30 punta na kme ni hazel kela elyn th0ugh 6 pa tlga ang usapan.. ck hazel needs t0 be h0me by 8 in the evening kc nga di lang nmn sia pumas0k kaya sia nakasama.. tp0s we called up Leah.. sabi nmin punta na sia.. s0 yun na ar0und 5 nandun na si Leah.. and while waiting f0r the others, as usual.. picture picture na naman.. ehehe... then trisha arrived arounf 7pm.. tap0s hazel went h0me na around 8pm.. then afterwards, Iya arrived.. then yun na.. super kwentuhan muna kame.. kc wla pa si ruchel.. may pr0duction kc sia kaya tlgang na late sia.. we talked about the past.. scary things.. sexually t0pics.. basta... then arounf 11pm, at last ruchel arrived.. then we started drinking.. infairness, nalasing kming lahat ni elyn.. then we went h0me arounf 4 in the m0rning na.. bangenge kc lahat..
i really miss th0se girLs s0 much.. when im with them, i feel s0 secure and brave.. di k0 alam baket.. its really been a l0ng time the last time we had this reuni0n.. it really seems like yesterday when we we're still in HS...im s0 thankful having them in my side..

anyway, next time nlng yung mga pics.. di k0 pa na upl0ad eh.. ehehe.. xiao xiao..

Unforgettable...
Sunday, January 8,3:18 PM

back t0 normal..

after 2 weeks of rest, everything went back t0 n0rmal again.. per0 mas type k0 ngae0n c0mpare nung vacation.. kc very c0nstant ang mga activities or gigs na pede k0ng gawin.. pan0 ba naman, nasa haus c mama, s0 bantay sarad0 kame.. ehehe.. anyway, during vacati0n, my m0st fav0rite h0bby is sleeping.. ahaha.. j0in f0rce kame ng br0 k0.. ahahaha.. usually, ar0und 3 in the m0rning gising na k0 nun [f0r the reas0n that i d0nt kn0w] then ar0und 9 am, expect that im starting t0 feel sleepy or in that very time im sleeping na.. then ar0und 3 or 4 in the aftern0on na ang gising k0.. ahahaha... ay0s ba?! ewan k0 ba.. as in na adik yata ak0 sa tulog nun.. s0 yun na nga.. an0ther favorite h0bby during vacati0n is malling.. shit! parang wla na k0ng ibang ginawa aside fr0m sleeping is malling.. ehehehe.. per0 in fairness wla ak0ng nabibili or let just say wla talga ak0ng binibili.. nagtitipid kaya ak0.. that's 0ne of new year's res0lution, ang MAGTIPID ahahahaha.. actually, wla lang tlga cgru0 ak0ng magwang matin0 sa buhay k0 nung mga time na yun.. and while malling part na dun ung m0vie marath0n nmin ni b0neng.. ahaha.. m0vie marath0n ng mga MMFF m0vies [na ang papanget..!] then yung kingk0ng we tried t0 watch it sa cine baka kc mas ma appreciate k0 ung m0vie na un pag sa sine but still, wla pa ding changes, di k0 pa din sia na aapreciate.. ehehe.. kc parang nasasagwaan ak0 ke kingk0ng.. naku adik tlga! pati si kingk0ng pinakelaman k0 na.. ahaha.. salbahe!!!

during xmas, napansin k0 na parang ordinary day lang tlga sia c0mpare dati except na there's l0t of my friends wh0 greeted me and the gifts i received.. weee.. but the essence of xmas h0lidays is starting t0 surpassed na.. haaayyy.. even the new year t0 the fact that it is the n0isiest day ever been existed in the wh0le year.. ehehe.. at first i th0ught i was the 0nly wh0's feeling like that.. then when i reached sch0ol, my bl0ckmates and i had s0me talks ab0ut h0w we spend our xmas and new year.. tp0s yun na nga.. kahit pala cla pansin nila na xmas and new year seems like an ordinary day.. haaaayyy...

ab0ut my prelim grades... uhhhmmm... very... very... very satisfied except sa speech and oral per0 i think deserve k0 naman yun kc kakatamad tlga.. ehehe.. but with regards with my other subjects.. g0sh! ok sa alright tlga.. yung isa nga with fyling c0lors pa eh.. ahahaha.. anyway, im g0nna keep on striving f0r the best th0ugh prelim pa lang yun.. at least pag mas tumaas ak0 sa mid and sa finals, t0 the highest level na naman.. ^^

haaayyy... my h0ney has a fever since yesterdat... cgur0 kakapuyat nia yun.. di tul0i kme makaalis.. sabagay, he really needs t0 rest kc during h0lidays bc tlga un.. bc sa inuman... ahahaha.. wla clang ginawa nung mga pinsan nia kundi mag inuman.. per0 pagbigyan na, may occassi0n naman eh.. ehehehe..
that's it f0r now.. xiao xiao ^^

Unforgettable...
Wednesday, January 4,2:25 PM