shit! i rili dont know what im g0ing to do.. ndi ko na alam san pa ko lulugar! is it rili wrong to be friendly with other pipol especailly sa opp0site sex?! duh?! pathetic isnt he?.. eh wat about him? he's been more a friend can be with other girls around him.. but wala siang narinig sakin even a single word na nakit nya ginawa un? i dont even have some regrets why i forgive him and kahit minsan ndi ako nanumbat?! and just bcoz of an earring, kung ano2 na ang mga cnabi nya sakin?! now whose being unfair.. den yesterday, i have his fon and i saw the messages of "abby".. take note, bago na nmn! ndi ko lam kung tanga lang ako or wat! And may sarilipang folder.. shit! kakapalan na ng muka un.. and den he'll tell me na ako ang may ginagwang kabalbalan, haha! Look whose talking.. pano guilty sya kya lahat ng mga ginagawa nya pinapasa nya sakin. Its rili unfair, kc its been 3 years na ive never look for sumbody whose greater than him.. I dont even complain about sa mga parents nya.. khit ano na ang mga cnasabi sakin, ok lang ksi sabi nya he olweis defend me.. in what way ba?! kc its either he kept quiet or he just take all the things his m0m telling him about me! Kung tutuusin, der are so many things that i could complain about him, about our realtionship nd about his family, but all i did is to kept quiet and shut thehell up, and leave all the doings to him!Kc sabi nya sya na daw ang bahala.. Pero may nangyari ba? Wers the outcome? Wla dba? Ive nver been so public about these, but its to0 much and i just cant keep it.. All i want is to freak out and shout at him.. Ewan ko ba?! Basta bahala na.. all i want ryt now is peace of mind and i dont even want to see him!