@ starbucks shaw wid my dad and my sissy.. [january 1]
xmas day.. hehe..
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Tuesday, January 2,8:20 AM
the things i do for love
How i was always there when he needs me..
How i wait for him to call when he is not around..
How i laugh at the silliest jokes and smile at the simplest comments..
How i try to make him laugh when he is sad..
How i take care of everything he needs..
How i let him kiss me without asking..
How i hug him back so tightly as if i can keep him..
How i stumble, how i fall..
The things i do for love, always not enough..
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Saturday, December 30,8:41 PM
w0w, this layout r0cks! i luv everything about this layout especially the c0lor.. weee..
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Wednesday, December 27,7:59 PM
things between me and him are getting more smooth sailing now. We both didnt expect na maaayos pa toh, well, maybe because for the days we havent seen and talked it means its over between us. But last saturday, he called me up and he told me na he will be in our house tomorrow which is 24, primarily para masoli na nya yung phone ko and para daw makapag usap kame, so i said ok.
then yesterday, we we're able to settle things calmly.. hehe. I really thought na we're going to settle our break up "formally".. pero sa reconciliation napunta e. Confused ako kasi di ko alam kung ok ba tong ginawa namin or kung mas mabuti na we spearate ways nalang..
Sabi ko nga sa knya, let's enjoy the time nalang na when we're together or when we're with friends.. kesa kung ano pa isipin namin, hassle lang yun. Hirap lang cguro tlaga igive up ang relationship na almost 5 years na and have faced so many difficult problems.. ewan ko ba! Well, ill just try to be happy for the changes happened to him and so is he. Bahala na..
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Monday, December 25,6:21 AM
im currently facing so many problems right now and the best medicine im taking is to be happy always, though its really hard on my part. But im also thinking, why am i not affected badly? unlike during the first time it happened? maybe, i have already foresee the chances of happening it all over again kaya i was able to prepare myself for this. Well, im not saying na im not experiencing pains and heartaches, of course i do it's just that di ganun ka tindi to the point na ma depress ako.. Im really avoiding (to the highest level) myself to be depress kasi its bad for my well being.. hehe.. kasi dba when a person is depress, obvious sa knya physically, emotionally and throughout all the aspects of a person. and another thing that really helps me alot to move on is my family.. well, now i realized how important being open to your family especially to your parents.. they help me alot to see better things that life can offer, and they always keeping me company para di nga ako ma sad.. and syempre how can forget my luving friends.. like pa0la (she resides right now in new jersey) but she still tends to call me up once in awhile to check me up if im still alive and surviving.. sec0nd is my bebe angel, na t0 the highest level ang supp0rt sakin.. hehe.. and syempre my sissy jeszy, infairness mas di nia pa nga na c0ntrol and temper nia kesa sakin, and to all my friends who really helped me alot in so many ways.. ay tska nga pla ang bebe ken ko.. hehe.. matured na ko kaya di na kuya ken.. hehe.. teynks alot kua ken for being der for me always..
im c0ntrolling my temper and my anger ryt now.. i dont have the time to get mad and be bitter with all the miseries happening to me.. all im doing ryt now is to focused all of my time for myself, to my family and to my friends which i have been slightly ignored for more than 4 years.. hal0s lahat nga ng nakausap k0 e tinatan0ng ako, if im mad sa knya.. and sa tot0o lang, nde.. kasi everything is b0und to happen.. we really cant say what will happen.. that's part of the twist and turns of our unpredictable lives... actually, im even thanking him for sharing his life to me, thr0ugh the g0od time and the bad times.. being with you is a hell of a 4 years-mem0rable days with you..
and n0w, im happy t0 inf0rm my friends {who are sick of being w0rried to me) that im surviving and trying to bury all the pains 6th feet under(though its not that simple).. =) ciao..
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Friday, December 22,5:20 PM
i luv my lew lay out.. haha!
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Thursday, December 21,11:47 AM
sir d0ndon [one of my pr0f that i c0nsider terr0r..] will n0t be meeting us starting this friday upt0 friday next week, due t0 the PACSA.. weee, hehehe.. but, on december 4 preamble na kme.. waa, mem0rize na naman t0 the highest level.. =( oh well, it's part of the p0litics and g0vernance kaya kahit an0 pang pray k0 na di ak0 matawag is napak imp0sible.. hahahahaha..
t0p 100 students of ADU, narelease na.. fr0m 1st year to 4th year un, and di ak0 nasama.. ahahaha.. e ung pang t0p 100 is 1.41 ang gwa, e 1.55 lang ako.. hehehe.. try k0 nalang next sem tap0s pag di pa din nasama try ulit, pag di pa din ulit try k0 pa din, hanggang sa maka graduate na ko.. ahahahaha.. adik tlga ak0?!
i have my f0n upgraded na.. ahahahaha.. wala lang, share ko lang.. and di k0 pa napapalagyan ng selecQ kaya di masend sakin ni angel ung strawberry sh0rtcake na mp3.. =( hay, per0 by saturday, papalagyan k0 na tlga un.. hehehehe..
ciao..
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Wednesday, November 22,8:14 PM
manny pacquiao won! hay, dami na naman niang perang gagastusin at pamimigay sa mga neighbors nia sa gen.san. hehehehe.. actually, i really want morales to win, why? i dont know.. basta lang, i have a felng na pag sia ang nanalo, matutuwa ako.. haha.. but kita mo naman ang nangyari, 3 rounds lang tapos na ang laban.. maybe morales doesnt really want to fight, ginawa lang nia yun for the compliance nung game na yun..
hay, tama na nga ang pacquaio-morales issue.. hehe.. =p
*serious mode*
is it bad to have better things in ur lyf? well, as far as i know, minsan kelangan ko din ng break or rewards para sa sarili ko and mind you, lahat ng grades ko eversince e matataas, cgur0 naman w0rth it ako para dun dba? but there are some people who cant seem to understand.. hay di ko maexplain tlga.. and it really hurt my feelings nung nag argue kame.. di ko ineexpect na gan0n ang masasabi nia sakin.. per0 sabagay, eversince tlaga, di na kme magkasund0 so dapat sanay na ko.. buti nalang b0nn called up at once.. th0ugh di ko sia tinext para tawagan ako, he just did.. and kinuwento ko nga sa knya, tp0s sabi nia sia daw ang bahala.. hehe..
anyway, im just thankful that i have b0nn.. my bestfriend and my b0yfriend.. =)
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Monday, November 20,5:41 AM
