im currently facing so many problems right now and the best medicine im taking is to be happy always, though its really hard on my part. But im also thinking, why am i not affected badly? unlike during the first time it happened? maybe, i have already foresee the chances of happening it all over again kaya i was able to prepare myself for this. Well, im not saying na im not experiencing pains and heartaches, of course i do it's just that di ganun ka tindi to the point na ma depress ako.. Im really avoiding (to the highest level) myself to be depress kasi its bad for my well being.. hehe.. kasi dba when a person is depress, obvious sa knya physically, emotionally and throughout all the aspects of a person. and another thing that really helps me alot to move on is my family.. well, now i realized how important being open to your family especially to your parents.. they help me alot to see better things that life can offer, and they always keeping me company para di nga ako ma sad.. and syempre how can forget my luving friends.. like pa0la (she resides right now in new jersey) but she still tends to call me up once in awhile to check me up if im still alive and surviving.. sec0nd is my bebe angel, na t0 the highest level ang supp0rt sakin.. hehe.. and syempre my sissy jeszy, infairness mas di nia pa nga na c0ntrol and temper nia kesa sakin, and to all my friends who really helped me alot in so many ways.. ay tska nga pla ang bebe ken ko.. hehe.. matured na ko kaya di na kuya ken.. hehe.. teynks alot kua ken for being der for me always..
im c0ntrolling my temper and my anger ryt now.. i dont have the time to get mad and be bitter with all the miseries happening to me.. all im doing ryt now is to focused all of my time for myself, to my family and to my friends which i have been slightly ignored for more than 4 years.. hal0s lahat nga ng nakausap k0 e tinatan0ng ako, if im mad sa knya.. and sa tot0o lang, nde.. kasi everything is b0und to happen.. we really cant say what will happen.. that's part of the twist and turns of our unpredictable lives... actually, im even thanking him for sharing his life to me, thr0ugh the g0od time and the bad times.. being with you is a hell of a 4 years-mem0rable days with you..
and n0w, im happy t0 inf0rm my friends {who are sick of being w0rried to me) that im surviving and trying to bury all the pains 6th feet under(though its not that simple).. =) ciao..
Unforgettable...
Friday, December 22,5:20 PM
