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yesterday while i was fixing my b0ok shelf.. there's this certain "n0teb0ok" that caughts my attention though im fixing my shelf im still busy watching TV.. ehehe.. it really caughts my attention..why? bc0z its kinda old and dirty.. when i started reading its entries, parang i felt s0 inlove that very m0ment.. c0rny it may s0und but its really true. It contains all of her feelings towards her partner.. h0w inc0mplete she is with her l0ver.. h0w her l0ve f0r him transf0rmed her.. things like that. You kn0w, while reading that particular n0teb0ok, i was able t0 realize na it really feels g0od that there's s0mebody out there [aside fr0m GOD] wh0 really l0ves and cares f0r us s0 much.. yung in times y0u need s0meb0dy t0 reach y0u, he's there. Being inlove is n0t s0 easy n0r difficult. Its very c0mplicated.. sabi nga ng friendster "ITS COMPLICATED".. I kn0w its bad but im s0 envy with the her l0ver t0 wh0m she offered her life and her l0ve.. ive been awakened t0 the fact that evry relati0nship is DIFFERENT but maybe ours is the m0st different in all of the relati0nships in this w0rLd. Well im still n0t sure, maybe im just feeling s0 bad right n0w. It is really a nice feeling that [in my part] that y0u can tell him h0w much y0u miss and h0w much y0u l0ve him. sigur0 its als0 my fault.. im really n0t s0 c0mfortable in exchanging endearing w0rds except in text or in emails.. per0 in pers0nal or in ph0ne.. duh?! a hell of g0osebumps is present in my wh0le senses.. All i want is t0 bec0me vocal.. with regards with what i really felt.. haaayyy.. and h0nestly, i miss him badly.. Its been a week the last time we went out t0gether.. we we're b0th busy esp me..
Another thing i envy m0st is HAVING QUALITY TIME FOR YOUR PARNER... We really cant avoid t0 be busy in s0metime but still the quality time of being t0gether is still there.. I d0nt kn0w if its right t0 make demands or t0 insist of s0methin which y0u kn0w he's n0t capable of d0ing. I want t0 make demands, but h0w?! When he's always saying t0 "please try t0 understand.." waaaa.. s0 where did my demands w0uld g0 n0w? in n0where as usual..
Its really hard keeping what y0u really felt.. i mean it is much better 0n bec0ming v0cal in w0rds and in acti0ns.. wla namang mawawala dba?!
MANNY "PACMAN" PACQUIAO won VS. eric m0rales.. ahehehe.. im s0 happy kc da at least sikat na naman ang philippines.. ehehe..
CHRIS of search f0r star in a milli0n w0n on the same day.. asar! i like him much i much prefer JIMMY.. kc he's v0ice is very flexible.. kahit an0ng ipakanta m0 sa kanya kaya nia.. unlike CHRIS he's m0re on in R&B type of music th0ugh i like R&B als0 kaya lang parang wala na siang ibang kayang kantahin except R&B.. he lacks s0 much of being unique.. haaayy.. s0metimes c0mpetition is t0o unfair..
anyway, till here nalang.. siao-siao..
Unforgettable...
Monday, January 23,2:12 PM
