getting hold of my feelings..
its really quite hard in controlling ur emotions ryt?! esp when ur in the middle of the class.. alm0st all of my pr0f had called my attenti0n bc0z they thought i was daydreaming.. but i was really trying to get hold of myself and esp the way im feeling ryt n0w.. haaaayyyyy.. alam m0, der r tyms that 0ne day, im g0ing t0 faint.. ehehe.. bc0z im really really lacking a lot of sleep to the fact that my class starts at 7 in the m0rning with n0 vacant.. it s0 happens that angel usually br0ught up s0mething t0 eat f0r breakfast, but me and the girLs we're able t0 eat usually ar0und 11 am na din.. that's why im having a hard time t0 overc0me all of the pressures and burdens inside of me..
i arrived at sch0ol early, ar0und 7 am i think.. my class during TTh starts at 7:30 in the m0rning.. and angel, maan, yen and anna was there na.. angeL appr0ached me if i was able t0 research the new c0mmandment that my pr0f in the0 was trying t0 asked.. s0 i said i was.. then i seated near her then f0r s0me reas0n, bigla k0ng nasabi na "geL, im n0t happy anym0re.." i rally d0nt kn0w what kind of shity reas0n that p0ps in my mind why i have said such kind of thing.. den she asked "are y0u sure? y0u have t0 be sure.. den if ur sure na, its up t0 you na.. the answers are n0t in ours but in your own self.." fuck.. that's 0ne of the main pr0blem.. i think the pr0blem is ME.. ewan k0 basta..
there are times para talaga ak0ng adik.. i was gradually saying things na di naman related sa t0pic namin.. it is usually about me and him.. I really want t0 kn0w if its really just me or there's really s0mething wr0ng with us.. i cant decide whether t0 c0ntinue this or not.. or what sh0uld be my first m0ve in order t0 solve this pr0blem...
we we're n0t able t0 talk since last friday... kc medy0 bc din ak0.. it will be our prelims na kaya medy0 overl0ad ak0..
maybe the pr0blem is just ME.. haaayyyyy...
Unforgettable...
Tuesday, December 6,12:59 PM
